Things have turned to black for me.  

Nightguy_1961 56M
3324 posts
3/7/2006 12:18 pm

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3/19/2006 9:56 pm

Things have turned to black for me.

The Rollings Stones sang, "I see a red door and I want to paint it black"...

In 'Lord of the Rings'...Frodo cried out that he 'couldn't see the Shire anymore, everything was black'...

In the classic book 'Dune', Paul Atredeis spoke that he had lost his visions...that everything had gone black....

While those examples listed above seem rather morbid, they fit the bill for this post.

It seems that recent events in my life has caused me to lose my creative spark to write. I wrote previously that I felt like what I wrote caused people to feel uncomfortable, which I didn't want to do.

Well, that feeling has grown to the point where I don't have any inspiration to write...about anything at this time.

So...this blog will be dormant for awhile. I'll still keep reading the blogs that I enjoy reading...and commenting when I feel it's appropriate. Just can't summon up enough creative energy...this post is being done almost as an automaton.

Y'all be good to each other....cause it just sounds right.

NG....withdrawing deeper into his cave on his mountain...and staring at a blank page...wondering where the words have gone....

PrincessKarma 45F
6188 posts
3/7/2006 4:42 pm

When it's blackest you can see the tiniest sparks of light.

Take care and enjoy your time away from blogging *hug*

The Big Bang was the mother of all orgasms.PrincessKarma

rm_Melciber 63M
214 posts
3/7/2006 5:28 pm

Respect your point of view NG, even though I think your coming from a dark place. I know something of what you are going through (maybe) and "this too shall pass".

Words - - - we are NOTHING without our word. . . thats why we keep our word.

In the begining WAS the word. . .

and You have written about Truth and Honesty and Honour and these things that bind us - they touch us and need to be reaffirmed and I appreciate what You have written - very deeply. I have felt moved to write this to extend what warmpth I might to you.

Thank you for your words. May they come back to you a thousandfold. I look forward to you finding where the words have gone.

In support of you and the words you have published - - - I, for one, wish you light NightGuy.

NGs_lady 65F
762 posts
3/7/2006 6:43 pm

hurt feelings can be dealt with you tell so many beautiful stories please reconsider what you are saying some of us look foward to what you say and this is not just me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MamChelle 49F
1443 posts
3/7/2006 8:55 pm

i for one will miss Your stories...You shed light in my darkness...and i wish that You would reconcider...*hugs to You and lady*

sportsfan362436 48F

3/7/2006 10:23 pm

*sitting next to Your lady.... nodding in agreement* I have learned so much from your writings... your teachings... your knowledge. Please don't allow that to lay enclosed within your mind. I understand what you are feeling, and have felt it myself. However, it is something I feel you need to 'push thru'. I am hoping, (along w/ everyone else) that you'll reconsider your decision.

*Smiles, kisses n hugz ... and walking away w/ a huge weight on my shoulders*

wickedeasy 68F  
31332 posts
3/10/2006 5:18 am

words cannot dream what dreams can do - ee cummings

but your words Night are special to so many - and one of the things i know to be true is that writing to you is like food to most. you need it

and we need it too - if only to remind us of things we sometimes forget or push to the side - honesty, integrity, compassion

waitin' on ya


You cannot conceive the many without the one.

rm_CuummDrop 50F
2591 posts
3/11/2006 1:24 pm

Hugsssss.. Tight Huggggssss

Now won't last forever, so use it wisely~c

rm_fireswan 50F
69 posts
3/12/2006 1:21 am

I felt the same way about my Art when my artwork was stolen .. just don t have the heart for it at the moment ... but maybe one day , when I least expect it I will see something that will inspire me ... I hope the same thing for you too ...

rm_goddess1946 107F
13518 posts
3/12/2006 9:03 am

It is always darkest before the dawn...
you will be in your perfect place...always...

and in the meantime,
we will leave the light on for ya, NG ...

Just a little food for thought.............
If you really want to be happy, nobody can stop you...

tillerbabe 57F

3/13/2006 1:37 pm

It's alright.. I've been feeling rather uninspired myself. It'll come back!

rm_asoftwench4u 58F
7 posts
3/14/2006 7:34 pm

Nightguy Sir,,,as i read each and every above post to You Sir, ive noticed how much You mean to E/everyO/one and how T/they look up to You. i myself do look up to You as well Sir although i havent had the pleasure of listening to Your stories and such but because of Your kind words spoken to me when i entered the room and your warm welcomings. i do wish you all the very best in Your endeavours and wish You and Yours well Sir. i do hope to see You and m'lady in the room sometime soon.
smiles come from the heart

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