A Hint...well more of an insight really...  

MidnightAngel325 36F
22 posts
8/27/2005 12:58 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

A Hint...well more of an insight really...

Okay so here's today's rant. Guys who just don't get it! Older gentleman(and I use the term VERY loosely) that I mentioned in previous blog, WILL NOT leave me alone... I keep getting messages from him. He tried to manipulate me and make me feel like I needed him and that I wouldn't be able to have any fun with guys my own age. (Quick background, I have been abused by a former boyfriend, not physically, but emotionally and sexually. I have gotten help and am able to carry on a healthy relationship since then.) HE(the old guy) TRIED TO TELL ME THAT WASN'T ABUSE!!!!

I know there are sweet guys out there who wouldn't do this. Hence me not giving up on the site and the few people I have been chatting with from here. But guys, this is exactly the reason why I am taking it slow and wanting to make sure that I am comfortable with someone before actually meeting them. I was a little shaken up by the things he said to me, I don't even want to think about what may have happened if I had not found out he was like this until I was in bed wit him...

Sweet guys, give me a heads up to know you're still out there and aren't going to be jerks. And women, feel free to drop me a line if you've met a jerk, but especially if you've had good luck finding a good guy. And does anyone else stand with me that sexual abuse and emotional abuse are abuse? It's arcaic thinking such as that that is holding our society back...

But just so you all know, there is a guy I'm getting comfortable with and have started talking about meeting... The thought of a cock in my mouth and pussy again are making both water... And with that I find myself aroused and forgetting about the ol' annoying one.

Disclaimer: I do not in any way, shape or form believe that men not of my generation act or think the way the above mentioned person does.

playwithme52556 43M
14 posts
8/30/2005 3:18 am

Hey girl it will all be ok! Lets talk, if you want. Contact me at the big yellow smiley face. Using the name of nunya underscore 101. I feel for ya and understand your fears and feelings.

rm_abomberz 39M
39 posts
8/30/2005 9:09 pm

hmmm, in terms of safety, just make sure that you tell a close friend that you trust, when you will be meeting someone, and that you'll call them when you returm home safely.

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