So Am I Really Contrary?  

Mary9241 57F
11 posts
8/8/2006 6:49 pm

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So Am I Really Contrary?

Is wanting whats expected Contrary? Is expecting to be treated and valued in a " Desent" way more than i should ask? I dont think so, i am a newly divorced Woman, and it all feels kinda strange. Sleeping alone i think has be the hardest thing to get used to, i miss his body heat, i miss his smell, his touch.....the good times. The day our first Child was born, the look of utter devotion on his face at the miricle we had created, my gift to him. How many hours did we spend watching over our Children? far to many to count.....Maybe we just forgot us.
Do i still Love him....yes, would i take him back...not as a gift, sounds harsh doesnt it?. I dont mean it too, but i think the line "She didnt mean anything" just about finished it for me. 22 years of marriage down the tube for someone who didnt "Mean Anything" insulting...
Rant over....Im going to have a try at writing something, i hope people will pop in every now and then...

Mary9241 57F
3 posts
8/8/2006 6:53 pm

Have no idea how i managed to post the same thing 4 times....blame it on virginity...the blog kind!!!

angelofmercy5 60F
17881 posts
8/8/2006 9:19 pm

Welcome to the blogs! can delete the other three! Just hit the hide button and it will give you an option to delete! lol We've all done this before. And today the posts went so slow.....I posted mine twice too! I hope you'll stop by my blog sometime to say hello!

rm_musofun2 60M
6 posts
8/9/2006 1:53 am

Not at all contrary but obviously hurting ! Are you sure this site is what you are looking for as at times it can be pretty blunt and straight to the point of what people actually want ie some bloody good nsa sex !

RubyRedPetal 46F

8/9/2006 3:59 am

Hi Mary and welcome to the blogs. I'd be bloody insulted aswell. I have met some utterly fab people on this site, some just for sex, some as friends and the best have been a mix of both. It has been a real journey for me and i'm sure it will be for you as well! x

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electriccompany 54M

8/9/2006 6:51 am

Good rant! I'd be pissed-off too. Now let's have some fun blogging, shall we? Life's too short not to have fun.

Besides, if he hears that you're having fun, he might try to re-gift himself back to you! Wouldn't it be fun to be in a position to say "Thanks, but no thanks" when he wises up?

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