keep on troding  

MadmaxXxXx23 37M
8 posts
3/6/2006 7:43 pm

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3/24/2006 5:02 pm

keep on troding

well the change continues in the quest o over come my shyness ..... hey wait a minute i never told you how it started.
once apun a time ....... now that is no good
let try this again..
well last year was a great year for me a lot of good shit happened and some bad shit too.when the new year stared i was bored and when i say bored i mean board i committed my self to well improving my self.And as i looked back at my life i have seen that my shyness has kept me back and i have missed a lot for chances because of it.And that shit ain't right.
I have realized that the first step is to have a better self opinion. so i started to take better care of my self,starting on the inside and working outward .
if i thought i could look better by changing the way i dress or a trip to the barber every week i just did it no matter how weird it felt after all no one is going to get hurt by it. . what i saw and felt on the inside was something new to me ,my confidence stared to build and i was able to to stuff with less of a fare in the pit of my belly.nothing major has happened it is a slow process which i know can not be done in a night but i am getting their,and who knows what will happened because this positive change.
Say tuned

rm_jamaicanride 36F

3/6/2006 8:59 pm

GReat thinking process!Shyness sux ( i should know, I am!).

rm_art_persists 53M
1789 posts
3/6/2006 9:28 pm

I personally realized that I've been suppressing my personal power so I'm just letting it all out.

MadmaxXxXx23 37M

3/24/2006 5:02 pm

letting it all out is a great idea
but i cant let all that stuff out think i might scare those around me
but u get where you are coming form,

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