Too much of a good thing?  

LustyLostLioness 42F
6 posts
7/31/2006 9:20 pm

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9/5/2006 9:39 pm

Too much of a good thing?


I signed up for AdultFriendFinder thinking I'd meet a few guys, get laid once or twice and be satisfied. Oh my, things did not turn out that way. I'm not gonna get into numbers here cuz I've never been good at math, but i can say it isn't really fair how well i have done for myself. I mean the ugly, nerdy, weird little girl I once was would never believe that her future adult self (previous description still applies) could meet, seduce and fuck such exceptionally ,intelligent,successful, educated, driven, sexy, FUCKING amazing men. (Thank you Al Gore for inventing the Internet.)

But if a woman has access to so many great guys and she can pick and choose who she wants and when she wants them, what does that do to her ego? Is it too much of a good thing? How could i ever settle for one man? One man to enjoy a good meal with. One man to have intellectually stimulating conversations with. One man to laugh and be goofy with. One man to shake my ass with. One man to cuddle with. One man to make me whine and curse and giggle. One man to melt my icy facade with a laugh and a smile or a passing caress. One man? Impossible.

I've done the LTR thing. It doesn't work. Something will always be missing. My experience with the men i have met on AdultFriendFinder has most definitely spoiled my already spoiled, self absorbed, needy ass. I want them all. i NEED them all. Occasionally those silly, juvenile, thoughts of monogamy and love and commitment and security seep into my mind, but that's what anti depressants and alcohol are for. I just numb and kill those unnecessary brain cells and emotions, log onto AdultFriendFinder and seek out my prey.


Sailor376 64M
2288 posts
7/31/2006 11:04 pm

If you are lucky, I think you will find the permanence desirable one day. I was no different. The bee from flower to flower. I loaned a newspaper to someone at lunch. Another day it was a small discussion of something in the paper. Once or twice a week as accident aligned lunch hours. Things grew.

Flowers are as seen in black and white only. Spoiled forever. (The little head still clamors for attention.) Between the ears for me. I wish its equal for you.

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rm_smc469 43M
617 posts
7/31/2006 11:07 pm

Hello, and Welcome to blog land. Glad you are enjoying yourself so far


boulderlooking 41M/41F

8/1/2006 11:42 am

I can believe that - you have a large amount of internet savvy folks these days lots of ways to communicate and AdultFriendFinder is just one of many networking site... this just happens to focus on sex... many men focus on sex...pretty much all of them ... so I'd believe that you can find pretty much any type of man you want here... you just have to have the right filter... best of luck


SkiJockey84 33M

8/5/2006 1:30 am

Well, it seems like you are enjoying the rather high M:F ratio around here, haha. I'm glad to here you've had such success, as I know others have written posts to the contrary about the cat and mouse game around here...


rm_aXXXioM23 30M

8/15/2006 11:12 pm

I like your take on the whole situation, makes me think of what I'm really try to get out of my online experience here. Best of luck to you in yours


GoodKharma17 46M

9/5/2006 2:59 pm

Keep knocking and the joy inside
will eventually open a window
and look out to see who's there.

-Rumi


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