The MOST Wonderful MAN!  

Lovelybt5 43F
75 posts
4/2/2006 1:15 am

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4/2/2006 5:50 pm

The MOST Wonderful MAN!


Is the mose wonderful man there is. I can't believe that he came with me on a most traumatizing event that just happen tonight. He did have to, but he did.

I can't believe he's still my friend, or I have an open relationship with him. That I'm learning every day who I am and why it is important to re-learn who I am to grow in an aspect that I always wanted but wasn't allowed or view upon negatively on.

Going through a divorce is trying,
Going through a child custody is trying,
Going through and finding out three month prior that your x contempt a direct court order in paying for the mortgage on the house. Now you have to move out, your get the money at the end. For he was sanction 50.oo a day, unless he fellow that direct court order.

Going through Anxiety attacks that you never had before and was brought on by your X, according to your therapist.

That man, the most wonderful man have been by my side. Tonight I actually seeing what a true man he is.

I just wish, I wasn't a basket case or having this shadowing look, this ugly look, or the black shadow around my eyes. That girl in the mirror keeps repeating what he's been saying relax.

You want to, just don't know how when your standing in a war of a divorce. Sometime you can't think, your personality and your soul is on a protective defensive war path. Your ability to righteously decide on rational method to ill-rational method gets corrupted by your emotion and logic.

I'm so glad he was with me tonight.....he's a blessing.

rm_duke1094 49M
1 post
4/2/2006 4:34 am

hang in there!!!

bluegirl39 51F

4/2/2006 6:48 am

divorce is like living through a long illness until the death of it. You'll make it..hang in there and keep your chin up..hugs

SmedlySuperGophr 53M

4/2/2006 7:17 am

I used to get Anxiety Attacks pretty bad when I was a teenager. I would have given anything to have someone caring by my side through those years of hell .... if he is that good for you, don't let me go!!!

angelofmercy5 60F
17881 posts
4/2/2006 8:02 am

I'm so glad you have a wonderful person to be by your side throught all of this!

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