long time no blog... sorry!!!  

LiLcUpCaKe69 31F
32 posts
10/3/2005 4:02 am

Last Read:
3/5/2006 9:27 pm

long time no blog... sorry!!!


howdy!
sorry fro not being up-to-date with the blogg thing but i have been very busy with work and other stuff. So this long period of time without sharing with you guys whats been happening in my life well there is going to be alot to tell... on a sad note thats been happening my best mate died from cancer a few weeks ago. this has been really hard for me to cope with. now i have had 2 people that i love that have died from cancer. death is really scary when you think about it. in a higher note i have a man stuck in my head and i cant get him out of it. and no he is not the dude from the video store or the guy from the one night stand. But i did meet him at a party and it was a drunken hook-up, and thats where he has stayed in my mind. i was having a drink with my friends near a boat shed that was having an 18th and all the people started to come out. We were all quite drunk so uncomfortable silences where never there. i am going to call him Mr. Cupcake (lol) came straight over to me and started talking, i was drunk and he was drunk and we walked away from our mates and headed towards the beach. Now in my mind i was singing "Sex on the Beach" but no,we just had a drunken kiss. OK now 2 questions: Is death lingering in the back of our minds? and can a drunken hook-up lead to instant attraction and cant get him out of my mind??
let me no what you think!
peace out and keep smiling and donate to the cancer foundation... they are trying!
luv ur cupcake
xxxx

rm_paulyboy15 47M

10/30/2005 12:35 am

you are a very sexy girl and i like the way you think.


Curiouscouple974 44M/43F
3 posts
12/14/2005 6:37 pm

Hey cupcake, nice blog, only new to site but having a look around i found you.
Must say your photo caught my attention first, have a good one
Enjoy a safe and happt xmand and NY

Chris


rm_therokid 34M

12/24/2005 4:57 am

I love the way your self analysis (hehehe I said anal) leads into sensical (the opposite to nonsensical I hope, I may have just made up a word) theories behind why you feel that way. So here are my answers to your questions.

1. Death is a very powerful situation one of the first times I had sex was after a wake, maybe the closeness to death made us want to be close to life and sex was the easiest way to do that. Maybe the morbid feelings and depression made us want to lash out in the opposite (wow, way to say the same thing twice in a row). It may have been different for you but I wouldn't count out my quaint little theory.

2. Hell yes, a few years ago me = too drunk to pleasure a gorgeous woman properly, led to a long 5 month long debacle that is the closest thing to a long term relationship I have had. Was gold at the start but then it died quickly, again not sayig that this would ever happen to you & him, I did some stupid stuff to partially screw things up but I could not get her out of my mind for ages even after I "hated" (never really hated her but I had strong feelings against her) her, I was still partly infatuated with her, and that was from a bad drunken hook up, so if neither of you two were totally rat arsed I would assume it would be easier to be infatuated with each other because nobody was acting like a drunken bastard.


southcoast_guy 44M
3 posts
1/17/2006 8:24 am

hows does somone like myself get you in the sack lol


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