The Scream  

Kaliedascope61 42M
3157 posts
5/24/2006 10:40 am

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5/26/2006 4:38 pm

The Scream

The Scream

The anger twisted his mind. The screaming of devils in his head would not stop in spite of pleas of reason. The dark thoughts creep in by their own will. They open the door without knocking and spew their poison as if it were pissing on the rug while laughing delightfully in his face.

A battle has begun and the innocent will suffer, becoming victims of a perfect crime. The game of a sick and evil mind has confronted him. The filth and acid from the mouth of a demon are hard to ignore, and almost impossible to shut out from the corner he found himself in.

He had no idea why, the one question that will always linger. The answers look obvious, jealousy, hate, and spite. All these things crossed his mind. But what did he do to deserve this but find love in the one place he didn't look.

Peace had always eluded him, happiness was always a struggle. The demon appears in many forms to take it away, and send him back to the despair he always knew his life to be.

Its face changes from that of lawyers, to lovers, to friends, to family members and now to that of someone he has never talked to. The cunning foe of his nightmares has appeared once again to leave him in shambles to feel the pain of loneliness to burn in the blackness of being nothing.

He could not look up, could not stand on his shaking feet. Powerless to stop the attack, he watched it happen, let it happen. He knew it would never be over, that the rest of his life he would watch the hurt from his cold corner that offered no sanctuary.

The question returns again, and again. Why? Why does he do this? Why? And then the blame takes hold. He blamed himself. It was his own fault, his own perversions that gave the devil his chance, his inspiration. He looked up, unable to stop his eyes from moving toward the screams and pleas of the innocent. Now he was locked, and the shackles of his own mind took his ability to stand on his own two feet, to fight back.



rm_gerson42 53M
2419 posts
5/24/2006 11:04 am

Powerful. Please tell me that when the scream ends and a new breath is taken a new opportunity arises.
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Phuc_Buddy 47M

5/24/2006 11:10 am

The torment and pain you write about, to echo Gerson, is quite powerful. Great post.


HBowt2 60F

5/24/2006 11:58 am

See a familiar pattern here....If I blame me then I have some control to make sure it doesn't happen again....sometimes the blame is not all ours...


EroticaXTC 51F

5/24/2006 11:33 pm

yeah, I felt that...even found myself in the corner...good job!!!


champagnechaser 42F
1639 posts
5/25/2006 10:00 am

    Quoting HBowt2:
    See a familiar pattern here....If I blame me then I have some control to make sure it doesn't happen again....sometimes the blame is not all ours...
I never thought about it this way, but you are so right. Blaming ourselves is just another way we try to control the uncontrolable.


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