Kaliedscope AM  

Kaliedascope61 43M
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3/12/2006 8:53 pm

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3/15/2006 10:37 am

Kaliedscope AM

I’m tired of 19 year old sexual experts, who are addicted to polls and comment whoring!

I don’t know what kind of mood I am in. I know I am anxious, and giddy as all get out. I’m listening to a favorite band of mine. Death cab for cutie

“I remember when the days were long
And the nights when the living room was on the lawn:
Constant quarrelling, the childish fits,
And our clothes in a pile on the ottoman;
All the slander and doublespeak
Were only foolish attempts to show you did not mean
Anything but the blatant proof
Was your lips touching mine in a photo booth.”


She is here now to torment my heart, my soul and my mind. She is corrupting me and I love it.

Now Bright Eyes is playing and my mood is changing with every song that plays.

“Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don’t know where I am
I don’t know where I’ve been
But I know where I want to go


Journey with me my friend. And experience this night. Listen to these songs, you will go someplace of that I am sure. I am on a path of no direction. Tonight I let my mind wonder freely, to think about what ever pops into it. Tonight I will feel, I am open and have no wish to escape my freedom to dream. Don’t worry, I don’t understand what I’m saying either. But I know someone who will.

The Shins are taking me now. I’m lost in the soothing light twang of the guitar, and the subtle meaning of his words. I understand there meaning only through the sound of his voice. They are obscure, the band is obscure, and I’m being taken to abstract places in my mind.

Quaking leaves and broken light
Shifting skin
The coming night
The bearers of all good things arrive
Climb inside us
Twist and cry
A kiss on your molten eyes
Myriad lives
Like blades of grass
Yet to be realized
Bow as they pass


A guilty pleasure I love, they make me feel good, they make me think about things that wouldn’t cross my mind other wise Crash Test Dummies . I am swirling now, thinking about the secrets I keep, the skeletons in my closet.

There are nights when all my aching bones won't let me sleep
And demons come to plague me as I lie in bed
But I know if you were sleeping there beside me then
That you could fend them off and they would let me rest


I don’t know what to think of this next song, or how to handle it. I don’t even know if I like it all. But like most music it is putting me in a mood, it’s changing the way I feel right now, and twisting it into something else. I am now forlorn and wondering where to go from here. It’s more the music with this one, then the silly words, but the silly words are all I can show you. Broken Social Scene

All these people drinking lover's spit
Swallowing words while giving head
They listen to teeth to learn how to quit
tied to a night they never met

You know it's time
that we grow old and do some shit
I like it all that way


Last one, maybe, I could probably do this all night really, but I won’t torture you guys like that

Thunderclap Newman I know what this song is about it. It relates to my life right now. Its pulling me back from this little fantasy trip I’ve been on for the past hour. You didn’t think I was constantly writing did you?

Call out the instigators
Because there ¡s something in the air
We've got to get together sooner or later
Because the revolution is here, and you know it's right
And you know that it's right


That’s it, that’s all I got for you tonight. Same time tomorrow kids?


rm_DaphneR 59F
8023 posts
3/12/2006 10:38 pm

Laugh, Sweetheart, you could have broken this into 15 posts and given her a run for her money.

BTW...several bloggers expressed their opinion, much along the same lines as yours, on her blog last night and all their comments got deleted.

Have tongue, will use it. Repeatedly.


Kaliedascope61 43M
4084 posts
3/12/2006 10:48 pm

    Quoting rm_DaphneR:
    Laugh, Sweetheart, you could have broken this into 15 posts and given her a run for her money.

    BTW...several bloggers expressed their opinion, much along the same lines as yours, on her blog last night and all their comments got deleted.
Well, they should do it again, cept this time we should organize are efforts! send out a war party!....where's my face paint!!!


Kaliedascope61 43M
4084 posts
3/13/2006 1:05 am

    Quoting rm_mzhunyhole:
    I would like to know..do they want all of us to write 20 fucking blogs a day?She deleted my comment and I gave her another..can't take the heat..don't write the damn blog!I don't delete comments..everyone is entitled to their opinions..good or bad.If I write something..I'm asking for it.
You guys are going to have to save your comments and put them in here so I can read them too! I keep missing them.

I'm telling ya! Assault team delta blog 1 needs to coordinate a strike!


libgemOH 57M/53F

3/13/2006 3:49 am

I've been where you were at, just listening to the music and letting IT take you where IT wants you to go. It's kind of a letting go and is a really cool place to be in my mind.

As far as the comment whores? To me, it would make sense to just stop reading em, stop supporting em and go on. These blogs? They are personal to each of us in our own ways. They are not competitions. I'm real (you saw that last night Kal lol) and I write what I need to write for the day. The comments I get, I get because I've intereseted someone or someone relates. It's like what you were doing with your music...lettin go! -B


sweetSinn2690
2943 posts
3/13/2006 5:37 am

well there are so many different levels of maturity and it shows through on one's blog...i just figure,in my opinion, if someone has that immaturity showing up through their posts then they are not worth my time...i would rather use my time to discover more meaningful words or create my own...some people thrive on attention no matter how they get it...doesn't mean we have to give it to them...xo


Oh WHATEVER BITCHES!


pinkzplaytoyz 51F

3/13/2006 8:37 am

loved the music..ditto the comments


angelgrrl 49F

3/13/2006 8:38 am

Ooooh, you have amazing taste in music I never understood how people could stick with just one or two genres of music when there is so much out there.


rm_coathanger1 49M
859 posts
3/13/2006 9:54 am

I was talking to sideline about that blog pic, she thinks she has seen it in a suntan lotion ad before. If that's not her then I wonder what the real blogger actually looks like. I know the girl in that pic would have no trouble finding date, I wonder the same would hold true for the real person.

I guess the poll thing is a little too easy to abuse.


Kaliedascope61 43M
4084 posts
3/13/2006 1:38 pm

    Quoting libgemOH:
    I've been where you were at, just listening to the music and letting IT take you where IT wants you to go. It's kind of a letting go and is a really cool place to be in my mind.

    As far as the comment whores? To me, it would make sense to just stop reading em, stop supporting em and go on. These blogs? They are personal to each of us in our own ways. They are not competitions. I'm real (you saw that last night Kal lol) and I write what I need to write for the day. The comments I get, I get because I've intereseted someone or someone relates. It's like what you were doing with your music...lettin go! -B
I like to relax in my chair, close my eyes and just drift.


Kaliedascope61 43M
4084 posts
3/13/2006 1:40 pm

    Quoting sweetSinn2690:
    well there are so many different levels of maturity and it shows through on one's blog...i just figure,in my opinion, if someone has that immaturity showing up through their posts then they are not worth my time...i would rather use my time to discover more meaningful words or create my own...some people thrive on attention no matter how they get it...doesn't mean we have to give it to them...xo
very true, we can just turn it off, and tune em out.


Kaliedascope61 43M
4084 posts
3/13/2006 1:42 pm

I'd like to hear your opinion of those songs sometime.


Kaliedascope61 43M
4084 posts
3/13/2006 1:45 pm

    Quoting angelgrrl:
    Ooooh, you have amazing taste in music I never understood how people could stick with just one or two genres of music when there is so much out there.
I'm glad you think so. There are so many good songs out there, I judge on a case by case basis


Kaliedascope61 43M
4084 posts
3/13/2006 1:46 pm

    Quoting rm_coathanger1:
    I was talking to sideline about that blog pic, she thinks she has seen it in a suntan lotion ad before. If that's not her then I wonder what the real blogger actually looks like. I know the girl in that pic would have no trouble finding date, I wonder the same would hold true for the real person.

    I guess the poll thing is a little too easy to abuse.


I just think its a shame that we have to put up with garbage from fake people. If she ever finds that ad tell her to send it to me.


champagnechaser 42F
1639 posts
3/13/2006 5:12 pm

Being corrupted is good thing!


Sister_Act_4_You 39F/39F

3/14/2006 9:42 am

Have you ever met a 19 yr old who wasn't an expert on everything?! lol!

Seriously, though, yeah she overdid it a little with the polls but at least you can see ahead of time that a post is a poll so you needn't look at it.

As for the comment whoring? If she truly were a comment whore, she would not delete them...also, if you notice, she gets a lot of views but not many comments.

Live and let live...if you don't like her blog, don't read it; if you think her pic is fake, well...I'm sure many are on here. Such is life.


Sister_Act_4_You 39F/39F

3/14/2006 11:05 am

PLEASE LET ME APOLOGIZE....do not misunderstand or misread anything in my previous comment.

Apparently this 'issue' is something more than what I've been aware of...I thought everyone was just getting annoyed at seeing her pic on the slots all the time and her overuse of polls.

I am not involved in any of this, nor do I wish to be; I also do not wish to piss anyone off or take sides.

Again, take my comment at face value and not anything more.

Sorry!


Kaliedascope61 43M
4084 posts
3/14/2006 12:44 pm

You would certanly know!


Kaliedascope61 43M
4084 posts
3/14/2006 12:48 pm

    Quoting Sister_Act_4_You:
    Have you ever met a 19 yr old who wasn't an expert on everything?! lol!

    Seriously, though, yeah she overdid it a little with the polls but at least you can see ahead of time that a post is a poll so you needn't look at it.

    As for the comment whoring? If she truly were a comment whore, she would not delete them...also, if you notice, she gets a lot of views but not many comments.

    Live and let live...if you don't like her blog, don't read it; if you think her pic is fake, well...I'm sure many are on here. Such is life.


Haha...thats true, 19 year olds do know it all!

And thank you for your arguments, I certainly respect them and your right, I can tune her out if I wanted. The problem is, I am just not convenced that she is real, and it bothers me that so many unsuspecting men are being fooled by it. Its not that (it) is high up on the list. I just hate seeing people using others for a game.


Kaliedascope61 43M
4084 posts
3/14/2006 12:52 pm

    Quoting Sister_Act_4_You:
    PLEASE LET ME APOLOGIZE....do not misunderstand or misread anything in my previous comment.

    Apparently this 'issue' is something more than what I've been aware of...I thought everyone was just getting annoyed at seeing her pic on the slots all the time and her overuse of polls.

    I am not involved in any of this, nor do I wish to be; I also do not wish to piss anyone off or take sides.

    Again, take my comment at face value and not anything more.

    Sorry!
You don't need to apologize for anything that you said. I took it as something to debate and talk about. To me that is what comments are for on posts like this. I welcome it and encourage differences of opinion. Argument is good, it goods you going, gets the blood pumpin, and if tempers can be controlled, it can be an exciting thing to make your point.

So when you come here, you feel free to say anything you like, good or bad, I will always take as a chance to know your opinion, and to hear another side, you never know, you might change my mind on something. Or I could be just flat out wrong.


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