45 still ain't going so good  

JustaGuy40-1 56M
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6/12/2006 4:01 am

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6/25/2006 4:27 am

45 still ain't going so good


Well, so far I've been wrong about just about everything since I've turned 45 last tuesday. Life's not getting better it's getting worse. Friday I went to see "Cars" with my son, We loved it. But right after that I came very close to loosing my job. I wound up working all weekend and have to work the next 2 weekends as well.
Still have not gotten laid.
My friends (few that there are) seem to have deserted me.
This morning The Gym Owner tells me that the Gym is closing in sept. Yes, he did offer to me, but no I haven't made a decision on it yet, it's only been a couple hours since I was told. I want to buy it and the price is reasonable. It's the can I afford it thing that's the hitch. I'm not sure that I can. Also he's had other people look at it and want to buy the equipment and move it to the next town over. Which is the wrong direction for me. I see myself getting fat and outta shape again. Very depressing!
My prediction that things could only get better was wrong.
I did Meet a woman last night that was very alluring. I was doing my job and went to take care of some business and happened upon her and her flat tire. Georgous smile, Sexy, Shaply body wonderful eyes, Dark skin and long jet black hair . yes I missed my opportunity and I let it pass on purpose. I don't like taking advantage of vonerable people. I just like to help them be happy and on there way. A simple Joy that I have. I do hope to see her again, but I know that won't happen, I turned 45 and my luck went to shit.
That's all for "woe is me" for today
May Your day be Wonderful

cookiequeen1000 54F

6/12/2006 5:30 am

I felt that way when I turned 30. In fact most all of my 30's sucked. but turning 40 changed everything. Life's been getting better and better ever since. Maybe your 50's will be better. Doesn't help you now, but hopefully lets you look forward to something.

Not taking advantage of vulnerable people is a good thing, an honorable thing. Just hearing that tells me you're a good and decent man. I like knowing there are people like you out in the world. thank you for being such a nice guy.


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