JarrodSparrow 34M
142 posts
10/6/2005 3:59 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm


Staring at the empty screen
Wishing to hear from someone

Desperate for some bit of affection
Longing for some attention
Knowing another day has gone alone

Hope seeping away from me as I write
Pouring my soul into every entry
Hoping for the connection

Drowning in a sea of frustration
Melancholia my first mate
Fear steering the ship towards any land in sight
Finding nothing but whirlpools of disappointment

Depression pokes holes in my vessel
flooding my bowels with lethargy and brine
draining me of my valuable energy
sinking deeper into the black depths of oblivion

When will my sails be full again?
The winds of opportunity and hope blowing me to shore?
Is there no paradise for me?

Turn out the lights...
Log off the computer...
Lie in the empty bed
Cold pillow as my company

Sleep proving to be a small respite
Another day awaits
Optimism be damned
Realism rules this empty life

open4fun2005 59M/52F

10/6/2005 11:05 am

Very beautiful Jarrod and yet so sad.....Lets meet soon!

JarrodSparrow 34M

10/6/2005 2:07 pm

I'm down with the whenever/wherever


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