The Snag in My Lining....  

Iwakura16Eyes 38F
603 posts
7/17/2006 8:26 am

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7/21/2006 11:29 am

The Snag in My Lining....

..and I do not mean this is a sour manner....

I would love to get a thrill out of hitting on some guy that I never thought I had a chance in hell with before, BUT.... (oh, shit--here it comes)

I made a connection already... almost 2 months ago.... I have been patiently waiting for something to come of it. I let him know in my own way that I am still interested, but not too much.... I have tried to let him know that I care, too.... all the while--I am trying to give him his own time and I've been trying not to be too pushy on him..... but I hafta tell ya.... I want him.... (and I do not mean this is a purely sexual way)

I think about him often... and I can see things being nice with him, yanno? But our lives just do not seem to mesh currently and it makes me very sad. I've already started my usual shit of making up excuses to blame it on myself... isn't that lovely? (i.e.--mebbe he didn't dig me as much as I thought he did---OR my favorite, since it happens to me so damn much--he already found someone "better" than me, or was already mebbe with someone, or whatever the hell--AREN'T A BLOODY IDIOT?!--because I bet I am wrong again)

what I REALLY need is to be able to talk with him about this---that hasn't actually been formally done yet. Maybe if I clear the air--that will make things a bit better--I had started to do that last time we spoke but I started to get too tired for lack of sleep....

am I being an idiot again...?

ProtonicMan 49M

7/17/2006 6:30 pm

I'll second BadAngels' thoughts. A good discussion will go a long way toward clearing the air and establishing whether and how a path forward might work.

It sounds like you really need to talk to him. Good luck setting one up.


vrec_dawn 41M

7/17/2006 6:33 pm

We're all idiots. That's what makes life fun, that we don't know it all, that we're constantly challenged in some way. He he he. So I wish you luck.

rm_AnOddGirl 58F
3469 posts
7/18/2006 10:40 pm

Maybe he is just a guy and only understands when it's put in front of him in black and white. Maybe he's the idiot.

Tell him what you want and if he can deal, good, if not, sayonara baby! There is soooo many out there waiting for you!

goodandevil74 43M

7/19/2006 2:41 pm

Not sure what to tell you, kiddo. All sound advice given above by a handful of people. While you're waiting for that moment of clarity, make sure to take care of yourself. Do something nice for yourself to move your mood in the right direction.

chasingfun27 39M
1108 posts
7/19/2006 11:21 pm

You do need to have that talk or you'll just be left wondering. If it doesn't work - fuck him. You have things happening in your life that take precedence anyway, and I doubt that someone better wouldn't be hard to find.

If it does work, then excellent. You deserve it.

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