Heart Broken  

HornySactoGirl 37F
103 posts
9/15/2005 10:26 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Heart Broken


So, in many ways I am like a man. I fuck with total abandon, I cum easily, I believe in true EQUALITY and I can even pee standing up (a must for any chick who frequents bars as much as I do). But in one way, I am not at all like a man: love.
Darlings, I feel everything DEEPLY. I wear my heart on my sleeve. I am a sensitive chick. I am a positive person and I love everyone and genuinely only want the best for people.
So, when I am dating someone seriously for a while now and we meet eachother's families, friends and go away on weekends together... it is only natural for me to develop feelings. When the person I care about decides to play with my emotions for his own sick pleasure is when I get hurt and sad. Why does this happen so often? How can I work it out so I don't feel so much?
I love to have fun, I love to play but I don't like being hurt (except for in that good way...). If we are playing with NSA or FWB, that's GROOVY, but we should probably discuss that before we start playing, so no one gets hurt and we should never go back and forth on that rule, it's just cruel.
I know this isn't my usual confessions, I just wanted you guys to know why I may be a little down and hopefully prevent any more hurt feelings in the future. Until then...

One Night Love and Last Kisses,

-e-

rm_thickone733 43M
18 posts
9/16/2005 10:53 am

hang in there!!!!!! at least now you know that person isn't worth dealing with! just try and wait awhile before becoming so attached (i know that's easier said than done)


rm_jxgonza01 43M
3 posts
9/16/2005 6:46 pm

i can only speak from experiance. ive been hurt a million times over, 999,999 of them from one person in particular. i havent been hurt since i starting dealing with things in this way ..... think about yourself from now on. continue to be honest and being yourself. dont change you for anyone but yourself. but also remember to keep the number one person in mind at all times, yourself. i can now look at whats going on and laugh. cause im now haveing fun and doing it for me. im not saying its the solution or that it will work for you. im just telling you what i did and it has worked for me so far. try it and see.


HornySactoGirl 37F

9/16/2005 6:54 pm

Thickone,
It is easier said than done, but I am working on it. Believe it or not, I am a lot tougher than I used to be.

One Night love and Last Kisses,

-e-


HornySactoGirl 37F

9/16/2005 6:56 pm

Jxgonza,

Wow, thank you so much for your truly thoughtful words. It is the best advice I have gotten so far. You rock. I will certainly try this out and hopefully not be so hurt in the future. I really pride myself on being honest.

One Night Love and Last Kisses,

-e-


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