A Letter To My MOM.......  

HeartlessBitch69 48F
6876 posts
5/15/2006 1:35 am

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5/15/2006 11:52 pm

A Letter To My MOM.......

Dearest Laura,

I am writing you,because I know your alone on Mothers Day.

And I know others feel sorry for you because you have three ungrateful children.

But, they do not know the real you, the way I do.

They do not know the monster you really are.

They do not know how you beat your children daily.

They do not know you enjoyed watching others beat them.

They do not know you allowed you daughter and son to be , for your own benefit.

They do not know how your children went to bed hungry night after night, cause you needed drug money.

They do not know even with the abuse your children always thought of you,and it was never good enough!

They do not know how your children tried to be as good as they could so you would love them, but it was never good enough!

They do not know how your children, who are grown adults still cry thinking about the abuse you put them through.

They do not know your children only asked you to say you were sorry, and you couldn't even do that.

So let your friends feel sorry for you today,because they don't know the real you the way I do.

But I thank you. I thank you for making me a strong woman, and making me a better mother. I learned how to be a good mother from watching you. I learned what NOT to do to a child!

I know your thinking about me today, and I hope one day before you die, you can say "I'm sorry", or just like on Mothers Day, you will be alone.

Your Daughter.

I hope everyone remembered their mother today!

**The pic says "A Mother is...... A Maker of Memories"

HB69


wildoats19622 56M
3530 posts
5/15/2006 4:11 am

Closure, the fickle finger of fate award.

No rants offered. I rant here more than I should.

Now I'm just looking for a glass half full.

Wild

I can't take someones place to say I'm sorry. I wish I could.

I suppose I could say Roundup.

I'm being a raving lunatic again.

Crosswords increase your vocabulary. Cross words increase your blood pressure.


skyking412004 55M
5363 posts
5/15/2006 4:54 am

_____There are Twelve Promises in AA. One of them says..."No matter how far down the scale we have gone, we will see how our experience can benefit others." You may have helped someone with this, helped them to realize that it just didn't happen to them. Shown them by your life that the shit can be overcome. We can go on and be "better than" because of and in spite of what has happened to us. I ask continued strength and healing for you from Whoever Watches Over Us.


007sexy40plus 52F  
7603 posts
5/15/2006 6:44 am

WOW, That is a powerful letter. You have become a strong woman. Hold your head high for the fact that you made it

I am the real deal! "Come Get Me!!!"


mycin62 56F

5/15/2006 6:45 am

What a very powerful piece, thank you for sharing it. I'm so glad that you could see just a little ray of positive light and let it make you a better mom


Gypsy329 48F

5/15/2006 9:42 am

Holy f***in shit...Would ya like to write a letter to MY mom now? Or maybe I could just use this one...lol...

Sorry...it just struck a really personal cord in me...

I'm new to you blog but i really like it...Very real...very honest...very blunt...Ya seem like my kinda woman...Keep it up...

Gypsy


HeartlessBitch69 48F

5/15/2006 10:26 am

Gypsy329-- YW, IT's sad, but it helps to know your not the only one.

MariGrrl--TY Hope you had a good MOMs day.

mycin62-- I never wanted my kids to feel about me the way I felt about my mom.

007sexy40plus-- Now if I could actually send her something like that. Ya know she still scares me.

wildoats19622-- You can rant in my blog all you want!

skyking412004-- I hope I have helped someone, cause others who have posted their story in their blogs have helped me.


angelofmercy5 60F
17881 posts
5/15/2006 11:22 am

As a mother....this letter breaks my heart....for what you had to go through as a child. But it makes me proud of you for being strong enough to write it. Like you, I have tried to be the best mom I knew how to be...and made a "career" of motherhood. You ARE a great mom....and you have broken that cycle. Happy Mother's Day!


rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
5/15/2006 3:47 pm

I learned how to be a good mother from watching you. I learned what NOT to do to a child!


And you call yourself heartless, HMMpf you sound to me like you got the biggest heart possible. I loved that post. happy mommies day


Looking4sex44240 55F

5/15/2006 7:09 pm

It really sucks what our parents put us threw. Everyday I try not to remember. I tell myself what happened in the past stays there. My mom alway said when I had a child, I would see what it's like. I spoiled my son, only spanked him twice. I could never be that mean. So sorry you went threw all that. You seem very strong to me.


HeartlessBitch69 48F

5/15/2006 8:50 pm

OhBaby199-- It is sad, but it is nice to see I have people who know what I am talking about.

angelofmercy5-- TY angel


cru1972-- I only have a Big Heart when it comes to certain things! You have read my blogs, I can and have been heartless when I need to be!

Looking4sex44240-- I try to forget too, but these damn holidays!


waerlookin4fun 51M/47F

5/15/2006 11:04 pm

I didn't call my mother on Mother's day for some of the reasons you mentioned above. I cut them out of my life some time ago, but I do know what you mean when you say she still scares you. My father scares the hell out of me and maybe at some point I'll get the courage to write a post about it........I learned the same thing you did about being a mother. A mother loves her children, feeds them, clothes them and protects them against anything. I do hope you had a great Mother's day


HeartlessBitch69 48F

5/15/2006 11:25 pm

waerlookin4fun-- Talked to the kids on the phone, and spent the day to myself after that.


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