Headed for the OK Corral / The Bonnie Chronicles  

Gunslinger1954 64M
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4/13/2005 1:54 pm

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Headed for the OK Corral / The Bonnie Chronicles

This story starts with Greedycat asking the question "Have you ever fallen in love with someone you shouldn't have?". That day was the first time I had ever read a blog and the question hit home for me, so I answered it. Here was my answer:

Yes, I have and what a wrenching and wild ride it was. It started with a night (all night) of sex that took both of us to places we had never been before. I'm talking headboard breaking, howling at the moon, making little fists with your feet and hotel call the cops stuff. There was just something about her that totally captivated me. She could keep me hard for 10 hours straight. We couldn't stop, couldn't get enough of each other. We fell in love, our relationship lasted for six months. She broke it off because she thought she wasn't good enough for me. (WRONG!) I still love her and think about her every day. It's so bad, I write her letters I know she's never going to see. I did hang around to take what came, and it was not pretty on any front. Pain all the way around. As far as sex being less enjoyable because of the love thing - it wasn't for us. It kept getting better as time passed. Talk about passion! I could give her an orgasm by just kissing her mouth with no other body contact. She wanted to do a threesome with another woman but it didn't happen before I lost her. (I'm 50, she's 32) Yes, you can love two people at the same time.
My advise? I wouldn't wish this pain on anyone. If there isn't a good, solid chance for it to develop into a long term relationship with no impediments, DON'T FALL IN LOVE!
If it's sex your after, think partner, friend, fuck buddy, anything but love.

There's an interesting story behind how we met if anybody's interested.
good luck, be careful,

Turned out there was some interest so here is the first installment of The Bonnie Chronicles:

For background: I am a successful businessman, had my own business for 25 years and was recently bought out by a large corporation who wanted me to manage their business interests in California. Been married for 29 years and have 4 wonderful children. Wife has no interest in sex. I am one affectionate, loving and horny man. Sex is on my mind 24/7. I have never cheated despite lots of opportunities. I think the women at Safeway even had a pool going once about who could nail me first. And they tried real hard. I don't hang out in bars and I don't chase women.

Part 1

I'm on a business trip to a large city in northern California, it's early evening, doing work on the computer and I'm out of wine so I decide to go to the Hotel bar and get a glass. At the bar the World Series is playing on a large screen TV so I decide to take a break and watch for a while. A very cute 27 year old blond shows up, sits down next to me and strikes up a conversation. She says a friend was supposed to meet her there in about half an hour. We hit it off and have a good conversation. I stayed for about an hour and she had about 3 drinks to every one of mine. She seemed really worried about her friend and called her several times. I say goodbye, gotta get back to work and headed back up to my room. About an hour later I decide to go for a walk and heard a ruckus as I passed the bar. The blond is in an argument with this bad looking guy and it looked like something violent was about to happen. I went in there and ran the guy off. She told me that her friend still had not shown up and she was worried sick about her. She was also shit faced drunk. I said I would sit with her for a while and wait for her friend. As she kept drinking I looked around and realized there were about 4 creepy guys in there waiting for her to hit the ground. I finally talked her into taking a break on the drinking and to get something to eat before the restaurant closed. I almost had to carry her into the restaurant and only about half the clam chowder made it to her mouth. If I wasn't quick with a towel she would have had it all over the restaurant. She was making quite a scene and I could tell she was about to pass out. I didn't know what the hell to do with her. Two of the creeps even followed us into the restaurant. I finally told her that her friend was not going to show up and offered to get her a cab. She said "can I pass out in your room?" I thought, oh, what the hell else am I going to do with her? She would either end up in jail or . So I half carry her to the elevator then down the hall to my room. Once in the room, I opened the bed, turned around and she's standing there naked. I noticed she had exactly 3 articles of clothing - 2 shoes and one dress. She jumps into the bed, looks up at me and says "now I suppose you are going to fuck me". God, she was pretty and I was hard as a rock. I said no, not tonight sweetie. She then passed out cold. I took off my clothes and climbed into my side of the bed and thought, how in the hell could this happen? Couldn't sleep. Felt like my dick was going to explode it was so hard. About three hours later she wakes up and climbs on top of me. My brain was in a blender, I didn't want to cheat but I had to do something. I rolled her over on her back and went down on her, giving her a good tongue lashing until she came, pulling my hair and beating my back and shoulders with her feet. When she caught her breath she said "Oh, my God, thank you, that was the best I have ever had!" Then she passed out for good.

I had an early morning meeting so I got ready, woke her up and said she could stay until I got back around 10:00. Had a hard time concentrating on the meeting. I couldn't believe what happened, couldn't believe she was still in my room with my computer and all my stuff. I began to wonder if I would ever see my stuff again. Hell, I didn't even know this person. As I approached my room I could hear laughter coming from it and thought well, at least my stuff is still there and she must have found her friend. I take a deep breath and walk into the room. My blonde friend is sitting in a chair and sitting in my bed was one of the most beautiful women I have ever laid ayes on. The minute our eyes met it was over. I never believed in love at first sight, but this was it...

Gunslinger1954 64M

4/14/2005 2:16 pm

Cumtounge, So you were one of the original watchers. And it sounds like we share some things in common like falling in love with someone we shouldn't have. I eventually 'fessed up and left her for a short time Whoops, getting ahead of myself here!. But there are a lot of twists to this story between the beginning and now. I still love Bonnie and I always will. I understand your pain over the loss of your sexual soulmate. I will continue this story, to the end if I can and if there is enough interest. Glad your family is still intact. Did your wife wake up?

Gunslinger1954 64M

4/19/2005 8:44 am

Sexyfit, There's no doubt in my mind that this lovely woman will be with me, in spirit at least, for the rest of my life. And there are scars but I'm sure, like you, I wouldn't trade the experience of our time together for anything.

voyeurs69in2003 69M/55F
318 posts
9/2/2005 10:07 pm

It is very sad that people can not say what they really want, they cheat themselves, can not express their feelings. I had 3 suicides happening around me and that got me very depressed. I try to ask proper questions, but I am not getting right answers. People make fatal errors and regret until the end of their life, sometimes tragicaly shortened life. Gunslinger1954 – it is not your fault, your stupid wife is at fault and Bonnie was too proud and had too much integrity. There is probably nothing that you could have done.
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