Wow! Whatta epiphany!  

Good2BeANurse 52F
208 posts
8/30/2006 10:17 am

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Wow! Whatta epiphany!

It never ceases to amaze me how brilliant my work out partner is, let me share with you what he told me today while he quite literally worked my ass off:

We were talking about people who are just mean in general... you know the type, they spread rumors out of hate or whatever, just to try and hurt people...

So he says to me, "Dee, I have known you for some time now, I knew you when you were fit and I know you now, when you are trying to be fit again. You are the same person inside, even though you gained weight. You are bright, intelligent, and incredibly beautiful, even at the size you are now. Nothing can change who you are inside, and your inner beauty will always shine through."

Well, that was sweet, but then he went on to elaborate more deeply, "Dee, the people who are mean to you now, they do not really know you, for if they did, they would not have one ill or unkind word to speak of you. What they are doing, is showing who they really are, down deep inside. They are exposing their soul to the World, and it is not a thing of beauty, but a thing of hate."

I was floored again, doctors in general have the whole "God attitude" thing going, but not this one... this one is honest and sincere.

Then he elaborates even further, "Dee, the people like that, they love what is on the surface, not what is in the heart, for their heart is bitter and filled with hate. They will always be this way, set in their ways, and nothing, no amount of love or beauty will ever soften them. Their hearts are chiseled in stone. But, you Dee, you are changing from day to day, not just inside, but outside as well. This has taught you an important lesson in life. No longer will you judge as you have been judged, although I doubt you ever have, you will embrace everyone, as you always do, but now your outer beauty will come close to your inner beauty."

Is this man a genius or what? God I wish he was not married, or I wish I could actually feel okay with having an affair with a married man. But... that is not me, I cannot do it.

So the moral of this conversation is this... no matter what you face in life, no one can take away who you are, keep your spirit, keep striving, and be happy. Work on who you are, both inside and out. Diet, and daily exercise benefit everyone greatly. Eat right, live right, and treat other people the way you want to be treated. If people say bad things about you, keep your chin up and keep smiling, soon they will have to eat their words...



sazzyagain 44F
3003 posts
8/30/2006 12:05 pm

That is beautiful...and so true. No matter wat anyone says about u, never ever let it bother u....u r a beautiful person inside and out, and u know that. Don't let others win by destroying u...keep smiling and thinking positivly is a good way to look at life. Plus with all that smiling, they r gonna wonder what is putting that smile on your face

Remember this....u r the most important person to yourself. Sure there r others that r close to u, but to care for them and take care of them...u need to take care of yourself

luv ya hun


Good2BeANurse 52F

8/30/2006 2:34 pm

    Quoting sazzyagain:
    That is beautiful...and so true. No matter wat anyone says about u, never ever let it bother u....u r a beautiful person inside and out, and u know that. Don't let others win by destroying u...keep smiling and thinking positivly is a good way to look at life. Plus with all that smiling, they r gonna wonder what is putting that smile on your face

    Remember this....u r the most important person to yourself. Sure there r others that r close to u, but to care for them and take care of them...u need to take care of yourself

    luv ya hun
Sazzy, it means a lot to me see your words written here to me... I am tired of the stupid games, but he will not relent. I have put him into iggy, to avoid seeing what he has to say about me, but some people feel the need to share it, as they did today, and he was very cruel, more cruel than I thought he could ever be... no longer care for him at all since he can say such filthy things about me. My afternoon with Bruce at the gym, it meant a lot to me. He has a way of cheering me up, and showing me the truth. Your words mean a lot to me as well, please don't stop being my friend because of rumors and games.


Good2BeANurse 52F

8/30/2006 3:14 pm

    Quoting c0manche:
    I agree with every word the doc said its obvious to anyone who hasn't got there head buried in the sand that you are beautiful woman both inside and out.

    It saddens me to see the deliberate way that some people just want to destroy peoples lives and to make them unhappy.
    There are too many small minded people out there.

    I still remember the first time I spoke to you in the lobby hun and then I realized what a beautiful person you really where.

    Take care hun and if you ever need someone to talk to you know how to contact me.

    Love your friend

    Baz

Baz, tahnk you darling, it means a lot to me to hear nice things about myself for a change. To think that this is the thanks I get for loving someone with all of my heart, well, it is having it's toll on me. I'm tired Baz... my brother is dying in a hospital, i cannot go see him, and i come in to chat to kick back and chat away some stress, and what do I see... GF2 and Brian running off at their mouths about me. I am so sick of their little mind games.


AngelEyez4u2004 58F
1473 posts
8/31/2006 4:41 am

    Quoting Good2BeANurse:
    Baz, tahnk you darling, it means a lot to me to hear nice things about myself for a change. To think that this is the thanks I get for loving someone with all of my heart, well, it is having it's toll on me. I'm tired Baz... my brother is dying in a hospital, i cannot go see him, and i come in to chat to kick back and chat away some stress, and what do I see... GF2 and Brian running off at their mouths about me. I am so sick of their little mind games.
Nurse I agree with the doc, sazzy and comanche......don't ever let anyone make you feel insufficient, they obviously don't have a clue who the heck you are....as for seeing people runing their mouths off in that room, nothing in there will ever change.....appears that a whole lot of ass kissing is going on again (cybil's ass )


Good2BeANurse 52F

8/31/2006 5:47 am

    Quoting AngelEyez4u2004:
    Nurse I agree with the doc, sazzy and comanche......don't ever let anyone make you feel insufficient, they obviously don't have a clue who the heck you are....as for seeing people runing their mouths off in that room, nothing in there will ever change.....appears that a whole lot of ass kissing is going on again (cybil's ass )
Angel, I agree with you there, but it still hurts when it comes from someone who professed their love for you right up until the end, and actually a month beyond the end. As far as Cybil goes... well she is a 1st Class Ho if ya ask me... dayum scam artist... she'd make a good throw rug... let's take her out back and beat her...


StatuSedgyHairy 60M
158 posts
8/31/2006 2:41 pm

Dee ...beauty always comes from inside....I saw urs a few years ago...when I first met you....your a good person ...and a cutie...and I can say that cause I have seen you...so to hell what other ppl say ...you are A1 ok huggsssss


AngelEyez4u2004 58F
1473 posts
8/31/2006 8:04 pm

    Quoting Good2BeANurse:
    Angel, I agree with you there, but it still hurts when it comes from someone who professed their love for you right up until the end, and actually a month beyond the end. As far as Cybil goes... well she is a 1st Class Ho if ya ask me... dayum scam artist... she'd make a good throw rug... let's take her out back and beat her...
yup it does hurt I know......hmmmmmm i'm game for rug beatings


Good2BeANurse 52F

9/1/2006 5:23 am

    Quoting AngelEyez4u2004:
    yup it does hurt I know......hmmmmmm i'm game for rug beatings
Hmmmmm ... sounds wonderful, but you go first, as when I'm done, there will only be a grease spot left Am so sick of her demented, childish games. Seems like someone stricken with such a fatal illness would be contemplating the ways to make nice, not contaminating the World with her eye pollution. Rug Beatings, the newest Olympic Sport! I'm going for the GOLD!


AngelEyez4u2004 58F
1473 posts
9/2/2006 5:36 am

    Quoting Good2BeANurse:
    Hmmmmm ... sounds wonderful, but you go first, as when I'm done, there will only be a grease spot left Am so sick of her demented, childish games. Seems like someone stricken with such a fatal illness would be contemplating the ways to make nice, not contaminating the World with her eye pollution. Rug Beatings, the newest Olympic Sport! I'm going for the GOLD!
yup u would think so, but I believe the only fatal illness Cybil has, is herself ffs.......and @ the new olympic sport


Good2BeANurse 52F

9/2/2006 6:12 am

    Quoting AngelEyez4u2004:
    yup u would think so, but I believe the only fatal illness Cybil has, is herself ffs.......and @ the new olympic sport
Angel... yeppers definitely some wires crossed there


AngelEyez4u2004 58F
1473 posts
9/2/2006 6:29 am

    Quoting Good2BeANurse:
    Angel... yeppers definitely some wires crossed there
can we say "MAJOR BURNOUT" or is that "MAJOR POWER FAILURE"?


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