The weekend....  

GRGuy1981 36M
14 posts
2/6/2006 7:20 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

The weekend....

This weekend was not what I expected it to be. No really fun, at all. Went to the bar, without wingmen cause they don't feel like going out. Being the lone guy in a bar sucks. Went to a friends Super Bowl party, and that was fun. Got to hang out with friends, drink a couple of beers and won about $55.
So plus side was I came out of the weekend with $55 dollars in my pokect and my ex at my apartment.

Now here is where things got a little weird, we broke up two weeks ago. Now if you have read my ealier post, I still have strong feelings for her. I do love her, and I want to have her in my life, but right now we need just to be friends. However like an IDEOT, I told her how I feel.
Yes everone out there reading this....I AM AN IDEOT!!!! Now what is one thing a guy should not want to happen to a girl he loves. He doesn't want to see her cry or make her cry. Yeah I made her cry, according to her though it was tears of joy, cause what I told her that I have I am changing for the better.
But this afternoon when she cam by to hang out before she went to work, it seemed like we were dating again. So today I feel just feels almost like two weeks ago but I no where near as bad.
But I definitly think that its better that I have you all as an outlet.

Well Beyond that, the super bowl was a good game this year. I actually watched it instead of just the commercials. Though Bud Light still were the best commercial with the "magic fridge." Also great. I made a person who I hold dear cry, feel terrible about it, about the game itself I gave the steelers would win by 10 points, and they won by 11. So I thought that was pretty sweet guess on my part. That was the main reason I won the $55 dollars from my friends, you think after every year of giving me money for winning the super bowl pot. They could at least bet a little bit more than $5 each.
School was a punk today. Learned something in math known as the "Piegonhole theory." Now this is a simple theory. If you have more objects then boxes, then one box will have at least more than one object in it. This is from an advance math course....silly isnt it. If you know this theory than you have some common sense. Oh well, I guess this "great and mighty theory" will have some mathematical purpose in the near future.

And for all those who keep coming back to read my little blog. Thanks. I like to know that some people out there like to read the....unusual post that I have. You guys have helped me out in venting my feelings and grieving at the same time. So truly thanks.

angelofmercy5 60F
17881 posts
2/6/2006 10:31 pm

Glad to know you won some money! And it sounds like you do still have feelings for the ex.

GRGuy1981 36M
19 posts
2/7/2006 7:33 pm

yeah I do still have feelings for her. It has only been two weeks since we separated, and she was the last girl that I thought I would ever date. Guess I was wrong there. But yeah the money is nice to have.

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