Still feeling funny.....  

Fox4aKnight1 44F
1176 posts
4/3/2006 8:49 pm

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Still feeling funny.....

I am still feeling kinda drunkish even after a full nights rest. I wonder that I will fall into a good sleep tonight, or have trouble. In either case it would be nice going right to sleep no fighting to get my mind to still enough to drop off to sleep.

I also went to the grocery store and I was hungry when I did it. I know not a good idea but I only got things I knew I would eat as well as stuff that I needed. I didn't get one thing I was considering gettting when I pulled into the parking lot and that was twizzlers. LOL send me inot the store hungry and I come out with too much food but suprisingly none of it is "junk" food. I did get some steaks which I normally don't get too often but ust this once I thought I needed something little diffrent so I did and I got the makings for Ruben sandwiches as well. I hate almost all the ingredents seperately all by themselves but put them into a ruben sandwich and it just flat works, don't ask me why. LOL

After getting hme and putting the food away I had to rest it wears me out to do too much walking or lifting or carring for any period and I had done all that plus went up a full flight of stairs with about 40lbs of groceries in my arms. I got the wonderful job of cleaning out my fridge as well then sat down to take that rest then once I had eough rest I made myself a Ruben. Gawd I have missed those sandwiches. I love food when I have the time to savor it but most of the time I don't notice it....its just kinda fuel. I have been making more of an effort lately to keep up with the food lately because if I don't I can literally forget to eat. I am not sure just why but I can and that can be dangrous. I am one of the few people that I know that can near starve themselves half to death and not recognise that I am hungry. I only know that my tummy hurts....I often not realize I am doing it I just bbecome so focused I forget. It why I can honestly say that I have never really had a weight issue cause to have a weight issue often means you have to be aware of a problem first. LOL My books could care less if I was overweight or not. Not to mention my graphics. So I think it ust never has been a priority. Plus I really don't have too much of a hang up with my weight... if a guy likes me he likes me for me......if he don't like the way I look then *shrug* thats his problem. LOL Its not like I care if he likes his women looking like a bunch of sticks. I don't feel comfortable looking like that. Now if I had not taken a shower that day I would be more upset about leaving the house just because I like to be clean.....I care more abot that then anything else. I am not a neat freak by any streach of the imagination but I need to be clean and so do my clothes.

But getting back to my main point my grocery shopping went a little overboard today and I hope that I will want to eat it all soon. Cause even though I got stuff I have eaten in the past and things that I am craving right now I might not be craving them for very long. And that is the only thing I am worried about. 8sigh* It just means that my viatamen deficinecy might be made up by a few meals and there I sit not wanting to eat what all I got before it gos bad *sigh* what a pain in the butt that is!

anyhow hugs everyone and have a good night


rm_1SweetBitch 56F
8575 posts
4/3/2006 9:16 pm

Every time I go to the grocery store I buy things that I throw out. I think to myself that I am going to start eating healthier...half the healthy stuff gets thrown out and the junk gets eaten. I hope you get over that drunkish feeling soon lol

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Fox4aKnight1 replies on 4/3/2006 10:15 pm:
I hope I do too but at the same time I am kinda likeing it.

southrnpeach333 51F

4/3/2006 9:22 pm

I love rubens. Nothing like a good warm ruben! And eat, get those vitamins back in you.

Fox4aKnight1 replies on 4/3/2006 10:15 pm:
Oh I am Peach, I promise I am. I really need to pay attentin more *sigh* I just get so focused sometimes.

its_a_go 38M

4/3/2006 9:47 pm

I forget to eat too. Makes me hate to clean out the fridge 'cause I end up with stuff in the back that's not in the best shape. If I'm slammed with work I'll go a few days then matter-of-factly remember on the third day or so that I havent eaten, at which point I'll have a feast. I figured the focused eating thing was just me. Its not too healthy, sadly.

Fox4aKnight1 replies on 4/3/2006 10:17 pm:
true its........and well it seems to happen way too mcuh to me. hugs and good luck on that. and wish me luck too. btw love the pic *giggle*

NGs_lady 65F
762 posts
4/6/2006 3:48 pm

eat ok my body could live on itself for a month at least

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