Good Opinions and great memories  

Fox4aKnight1 44F
1176 posts
2/10/2006 1:04 pm

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Good Opinions and great memories

The title is an email header and it seemed appropriate for how that email has made me feel. Today I found that people I thought no longer pay attention to me read my blog, friends and lovers from my past here on AdultFriendFinder. I was not looking forward to turning on my computer today. But I did. And I am so very glad I did. As I opened up my email program and saw that I had mail from Zeb I will use this name for him as well as my captain, I have not seen now heard much from Zeb and I missed him a lot. He was my lover once upon a time and was also married, still is. I loved the time we spent talking and just being held in his arms. He reminded me of all that as well as the wonderful things that he did for me, such as help me by pushing me to go back to school and with his trust. We were lovers, friends and I love him in my own way still. We have pretty much stopped communicating as much because of work and his love for his wife is still there. So when he wrote me this morning after reading my blog here I was stunned and a smile, a soft sweet smile blossomed on my face and my heart lifted a great deal to see what he had written. I miss his gentle support and his touch as well, but I have always known that his wife needed him more. He is not my one-my Knight, but he is a man that I have given my love and my friendship to whole heartedly. *soft kisses* Zeb I hope things are going well and I miss you and am thankful that you think of me still. {=} To the reader sittig here at your monitor reading the words that I write, If I have said you are a friend I also love you. I know that is unbelievable and in some cases quite odd. However I do. My heart is big enough to know love in its many forms and many shades. From friendship to the deep abiding love of a mate. I do my best to make sure that I remember not expect anything back neither love nor good feelings from others. Nothing is required from you but to be yourself and as best you are able be truthful to me. Zeb, thank you so very much for lightening up my day and my heart with your sweet words, your loving care of an old friend. I needed to hear all of what you told me, Thank you *soft kisses *

To the rest of my friends here….I have only to say Thank You as well, you know me not as well sometimes and sometimes you know me all too well. I thank you for the kind and sweet words and hugs and encouragement while I go through my life and battle my inner demons, you help me have the courage and sometimes the will to keep going. The Laughter and the tears I share with you, though sometimes you know it not help me grow and I thank you all for allowing me ever so briefly or for anyleangth of time into your lives.

Thank You

Now I will copy paste something that came in the mail and also seemed appropriate to this

15 Things You Probably Never Knew or Thought About:

1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be
just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you
most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably
won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you
will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better
when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are

A Minute: They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to
appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.

Take the time .. to live and love.

And one last thing from me, Be Happy....for I love you.


kneebooboos2004 45F

2/10/2006 6:18 pm

Ohh Fox.. I love you with my every last bok !


Fox4aKnight1 44F

2/10/2006 7:23 pm

hugs ya too sweetie bok LOL

introvertguy5353 61M

2/10/2006 9:28 pm

This is great, Fox. I will bring it to work on Monday and incorporate it, if the situation is right, into my work. On a personal note, I am intrigued by no. nine. I wonder who .......

Reylynn4U 57F
446 posts
2/10/2006 9:32 pm

now dont be in the downey dumps
I'm here to cheer you up
what song would you like to hear
im a little teapot. or god bless my underwear<BR>

Just let me know which one you like
I'll make sure I make you smile
so don't hesitate to crack a laugh
for you I would go the extra mile<BR>

life is ruff we all know its true
but you are stronger then you think
thats the truth from me to you
I will tell you so with a little wink<BR>

If your happy and you know it
is another song I will sing
a tooty ta is another one to
I'll make sure you have the golden ring<NR>

so come on Kelli get out of the downey dumps
come on and join me in all the fun
I will let you get the first choice
at picking out a sticky bun
Hugs & Smoochies,
Rey & Duli

rm_sharksnsails 47M
738 posts
2/10/2006 11:47 pm

just a fleeting thought about gummt bears and rainbows....
thinkin of you on a very hard night....

delightful_imp 54F
533 posts
2/10/2006 11:55 pm

Kelli that was a excellent entry. You have a nice way with words and would be glad to make your aquaintance. You really are a sweet and funny person to chat with. Once again a very heartfelt entry.

I am not naughty, I am not naughty, I am not naughty, I am not na... Who am I kidding? Yes I am. lol.

Fox4aKnight1 44F

2/11/2006 2:32 am

hugs intro .........

hugs and smooches Rey & Duli OMG LMAO ........this is too cute for words.........*grinz* ...... be sweet and thank you both

Fox4aKnight1 44F

2/11/2006 3:34 am

OMG I also have sudeen visions of stick buns being duli with wax on his ass

Fox4aKnight1 44F

2/11/2006 5:00 am

hugs Sharks thoughts go out to you sweetie .....I am here if you need to talk. hugssssssssssssss


Fox4aKnight1 44F

2/11/2006 5:30 am

Hugsssssssssss Imp ...........thank you again .....*G*

huggers Sis always make me laugh thanks gal hugsssssssss

curious082385 32F
4925 posts
2/11/2006 2:21 pm

Beautifully written and a reminder to us all of wonder and power of friendships.

Fox4aKnight1 44F

2/11/2006 4:10 pm

hugs curious and thank you........I hopefully conveyed just how much all of y'all's friendships mean to me

maria1959 58F

2/11/2006 9:30 pm

That was a lovely tribute to your friends Fox, I always enjoy stoppin in to say hi and see what you have to say. Glad to be a friend to you as well. Thanks as always for sharing yourself hun.

Fox4aKnight1 44F

2/12/2006 12:39 am

hugs maria ...... thank you sweetie!

Reylynn4U 57F
446 posts
2/14/2006 9:39 pm

*splats* Kelli with sticky bunz!!! LOL

Fox4aKnight1 44F

2/15/2006 8:56 am

lololol Rey

Babel__Fish 46F

2/19/2006 6:20 am

"A Minute: They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them." this is very true and I wish that others would realize this!

Thanks for the reminder sweetie!


Fox4aKnight1 44F

2/24/2006 4:27 pm

hugs Babel and smooches.sometimes it is difficult to remember.
Luv Ya!

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