When Beauty Meets Disgrace  

EverAi 30M
4 posts
8/15/2006 10:40 pm

Last Read:
8/26/2006 9:50 am

When Beauty Meets Disgrace

Up until a few days ago i was viewed as the purest of heart.....the sweet innocence of my mother.
My siblings looked up to me why? I work 2 jobs finished highschool as top 25% and am attending college and helped with watever i could***bills, clothing anything that made my siblings smile.....then...
My fam. found out i was bi.
Now im a shame
Im viewed as corrupt ...tainted
they believe its a sickness....and that ive lost wat beauty i held.....straight out i was told...."we held u on a mountain....now ur below ground"
WHy? Im still me but why am i veiwed so disgustingly ......
I always held my distance from my family but never understood why.....as a child up until now id do things for them a good brother and son would do yet i found myself holding most emotion from them..
Now i understand why.....

TonyRoyale 33M

8/16/2006 7:36 pm

Don't let it get you down- you sound like you've done a lot for them, but you've got to remember that being greatful isn't what you should expect from people. Good people usually get whats coming to them in the end, so cheer up.

rm_A1965Classic 52

8/21/2006 7:05 pm

I am so sorry to hear that such a great and giving person could be so easily disgarded by the people that are suppose to love unconditionally, family! Family is not always by blood,,, family is who and where you make it. Make yours,, and open yourself up,,,love is a wonderful thing.

Goodlookinglatn3 48M
1 post
9/6/2006 12:59 pm

you know people say that they have respect for diversity but turn around and do otherwise! Don't worry about what others think. They are ignorant to your choice of life style. They really do love you deep inside and are just looking to change your ways. Don't compromise who you are for anyone. They will come around once they except who you are. Don't be ashame of anything and continue to love and support those who love you!
you're going to be fine!!!!!!!!

rm_ura4u2 44F

10/1/2006 3:27 am

Just keep on being you. Your family will come around. If they don't...then it will be them who suffer. You shouldn't have to change who you are just because someone doesn't want to accept you. They should judge the heart not the physical person.

Become a member to create a blog