Alright... lets get this ting going, shall we?  

EnduringDreamer 45F
33 posts
4/6/2006 2:59 am

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4/25/2006 7:43 pm

Alright... lets get this ting going, shall we?

Ok.. so here I sit on an early.. scratch that... GOD_EARLY Thursday morning, unable to sleep and sitting here wondering what the hell am I going to do to pass the time.. well....
I have a couple of friends who have blogs on this sight.. and of course.. I love diving into them... but I have not had the courage to start my own so to speak.
Call it what you will, nerved, shyness, fear of being judged or ridiculed... you name it.
But I have known from past experiences that sometimes you just gotta let off some steam.. and if it is this late or early however you look at it.. you sure as hell cant call up your girlfriend for a pick me up chat *laughs*
Sooooo... enter blog world.
Well how about I tell ya alittle about me that isn't on the profile hmm?
Right now at this point in my life.. I am at a crossroads...
I want love... and I mean the full scale type love.. not for what I can do or give but for everything that I am and everything that I have the potential to be...
Have I found it? I dint know.. I am trying to play it by ear and take it slow to see what happens.
I don't want it to just be about sex.. sex I can get all day everyday... alone or with someone else. I have a great big BOX O' PORN with at least 287 movies to choose sexual stimulation prospects are at an all time high Ladies and Gentlemen *LOL*
I want someone who can recognize the woman in me. So far.. he has shown alot of promise. He is tender and he is witty.... but I have had tender and witty before.. so those aren't valid points.
He is HIGHLY intellectual and has a book collection out of this world.... but I have also been involved with someone who worked in the military intelligence field... the stuff no one can talk about sorta thing... and yes it was his real job.. that was one thing I made sure to check on.
He makes me shiver when he holds me... and I haven't felt that in a long time.
We spent an entire weekend together.. just the two of us... and while there were some rocky points.. we still had a great time and learned a great deal about one another.
Am I falling head over heels? God, I hope so...
Not that I am desperate... far from it.. but as I said before.. I need to love someone and for that person to love me right back .
I am going into this new thing with alot of baggage... so here's hoping that he can handle it!!!

fantasylover_05 63M

4/6/2006 6:53 am

GREAT first blog!!!

Welcome to the blogs!

I believe you will be pleasantly surprised at the caring supportive people you will find here!

I do hope you find what you seek!!!

bluegirl39 51F

4/6/2006 6:53 am

hugs to you lady...if he is the right guy he can handle everything about regards to baggade..we all have it..some more then others but still we all have best of luck...

SirMounts 103M

4/23/2006 7:27 am

Well, you already seem to have a lot of good things to write about.
Welcome to blogging, EnduringDreamer. *smiling*

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