And To You... I Am Sorry  

Divinitydesires 47F
4872 posts
1/30/2006 5:52 am

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And To You... I Am Sorry

I truly am.

I can only image the pain that you feel. I want you to know I feel pain too. I have felt it for sometime but not by you. It was never you, it was me. And for me to cause such pain to another individual is wrong and wasn't my intent. Nor is it who I am.

My words are loss right now over what I have done.


I am sorry, truly sorry for the pain I have caused you.

MaggiesWishes 61F

1/30/2006 8:33 am

<<~~ plops down on the couch with Divinty with an extra-large tub of Ben & Jerry's (name your favorite/Blackraspberry walnut is my fav) and two spoons. (also brought DVD/Original Sin & flannels)

It's ok, hon.
You are still loved my many.

warm wishes

aascrompn 43M
6444 posts
1/30/2006 9:28 am

*hugs* Sorry you are down.

caressmewell 54F

1/30/2006 10:40 am

Sis, it will be ok. I'm gonna join you and Maggie, this is such a girlfriend time...

oldman1776 79M
3164 posts
1/30/2006 12:50 pm

Sweetie its hard to beleve you would hurt anyone. I'm sure they will understand.

Sorry you are so sad.

rm_csd80 38M
582 posts
1/30/2006 2:20 pm

What happened?

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Green_Tea_Boy 51M
1064 posts
1/30/2006 2:52 pm

can I join you for a girly night on the couch... I'll bring my own choccy flavoured B&J's... flannelette PJ's ... and stock of good advice...


1/30/2006 4:32 pm

Of course the pain most of us cause is not intentional for we can never honestly know the picture (and the universe really) that the other person creates in their head. Well in some rare cases we can know that and it's a beuatiful thing when it happens but it is rare. Especially when first meeting someone and especially in this cyber medium in which the other has oh so many blanks to fill in on their own. And with that it has a quite high capacity to be nearly a blank screen on to which we project our wildest fantasies.

When it comes down to it it's {b] really hard to live up to someone projected ideal of you if they've only known you from what is essentially mostly imgaginary (cyber) contact.

And maybe your situation is not quite like this but the same principles usually apply to even the old fashioned physical, in the flesh relationships. Poeple (myself included) tend to see what they hope you are rather than who you really are. And oftentimes you were most likely quite inspirational in feeding to them an image of who they hoped you were too. But without any malice or deceit behind it on your part. As that can easily be done quite playfully and "for fun".

But to many this sort of thing is a little beyond "just fun". It's deadly serious. And when it's light fun for one and dead seriousness for another you can bet there might be some not fun feelings that eventually come out of it.

My first two primordial cyber crushes I had long ago were in this exact genrte of romantic classifications. And eventually I was quite hurt myself by them. And at some point after this and after the last ending of a big relationship I had I pretty much programmed myself in a way that I would never let my heart strings loose prior to meeting someone if I knew them based on cyber only contact.

Sometimes I wish did not do that but the resolve stuck pretty hard to me because it seems I can no longer do this. I do see the practical usage of it and all but it also seems to have made me quite cold in a way that I'm oftentimes not too pleased with.

So in some way I think I am now a result of the other end of the spectrum of this situation of which you speak here.

And the both of you are only guilty of simply being human. There is no shame in that. He'll grow positively in the long run from this and so will you.

Without making many stupid mistakes we'd all be a hell of alot stupider.

It's how we continue growing.


im_curious_4u 51M

1/30/2006 5:22 pm

Big hug sweetie

elysianpleasure 48M

1/30/2006 5:35 pm

Hugs honey... are you ok? I am sorry to hear you are hurting.

MaggiesWishes 61F

1/30/2006 9:52 pm

Plop on down, girly! Name ya poison of ice cream
**searches in fridge *ooooo* so many flavors to choose from**
yea, girlfriend nites are the best

warm wishes

TripleHARD3 58M

1/30/2006 10:35 pm

Pain to see the futility of todays reality. Spirits rising as always in surreal carnality. Radiowaves blasting "turn me loose, I gotta do it my way or no way at all" courtesy of Loverboy. Paradise 2 Toni Morrison.

[Something Erotic Cums This Way]

curious082385 32F
4925 posts
2/2/2006 5:50 am

On my way with more chocolate and ice cream.

PrincessKarma 45F
6188 posts
2/3/2006 7:03 pm


Need tissues?

The Big Bang was the mother of all orgasms.PrincessKarma

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