Talking Dirty  

DigitalCpl 48M/42F
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8/24/2006 8:16 am

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8/25/2006 2:41 pm

Talking Dirty


I'm an outspoken, outgoing, extroverted woman. I've spoken in front of thousands of people without breaking a sweat. I've given huge presentations on topics I knew only a little about without trembling hands. Without any fear of public speaking, it would only follow that private speaking, talking to just my guy, would be totally easy but it's not. I can tell him anything. I've admitted my deepest secrets and darkest desires and yet I find I have to do it in my own language. There are certain words I just have trouble saying.
I can talk dirty with the best of them in the heat of the moment. I can tell him how much I love to suck his cock when it's inches from my lips. I can ask to be fucked harder when his hands are gripping my hips. But out of that moment, lying next to him after he's asked "So what would you like tonight?" I feel my face get hot. I become a bashful flower with a mind full of lacivious desire that won't pass my lips. I want to say "please lick my pussy" (arg even typing it is hard) but I struggle. The longer I struggle the more difficult it gets and pretty soon it's just impossible. I know he'll say yes; I know he'll send me to heaven and back if only I can ask for what I want but until I do he just looks at me with a smirky grin waiting for his butterfly to find the gumption to speak.
Every once in a while I get really gutsy and I can do it. Whisper in warm breaths in his ear and beg him to do what I'm dreaming of. It's rare, though and I find it takes a lot out of me to do it so I can't muster it as often as I'd like.

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