Pour in the salt  

DeltaCowboy41 53M
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2/14/2006 10:59 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Pour in the salt


What a day. My seperated wife is in town, and has been spending time here with the kids, which they love, and need. I am glad that she also still wants to be friends, since she has always been a good friend, and I only wish her happiness. She keeps telling me I need to move on, and maybe find a girlfriend. When I ask her if she has any suggestions or knows someone who can handle the fact that my heart still belongs to her so they will not be misled and that all I am able to give is friendship, honesty, and comfort, I dont get a response, other than her telling me that she never wanted me to be hurt. Not wanting me to be hurt may be what she wanted, but for the last 6 months, the kids and I have been essentially alone and hurting. Seeing her these last few days only reminds me that being alone through the holidays sucks, and the pain of watching someone you actually love make a mistake that is going to end up hurting them and being powerless to stop it is not a pain that fades with time.

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