From Trophy Wife To Porn Star: Why I Did It.  

DefBiWifie 39F
140 posts
7/24/2006 2:11 pm

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1/7/2007 1:32 am

From Trophy Wife To Porn Star: Why I Did It.

I have been thinking about where to begin and I guess the first question I should answer is "why did I do it????"

To some people flying to LA to film porn was a big step in the wrong direction but I have found out it was just what I needed to do.

For the last nine years I have lived on a pedistal that my husband has put me on. I loved my pedistal but I wanted to climb down every now and then and get dirty with my husband. Every time I brought this up his answer was, "you don't treat your wife that way."

I went to LA to break out of the mold I had let myself be put in.

Shawn loved me enough to trust me that I had my reasons so he let me go.

My second day home I confessed to disapointment that all my hard work seemed for not. I told Shawn about what I had gone through and what I had hoped to achieve while I was down there. I told him about the new sexual tricks I had taken pains to pick up from the pro's and the 4 hour blow job lesson I had asked my friend for.

I discrided how Kelly and I had sat in the middle of the room with a dildo and how she had carefully and slowly showed me tricks of what to do with my tounge and how to lick and suck.

I also told him about my new trick I had picked up on day 2 at the production house. I told him how I had learned to squirt while on camra and had spent the rest of the week perfecting the muscle control needed to do it. His expression never changed and if anything a wall seemed to go up between us.

I was sent to Pine St. alone that night feeling unwelcome in my own house. He had practicly pushed me out of the house telling me he had work to do and I wouldn't see him all night anyway.

I came home feeling unloved to find he had been working all night just like he said he would. The bedroom was staged for sex and he had researched my new trick on the internet. We sat down to drinks and watched footage of other squirters in the industry. He had found only 4 other girls who could do it on film.

While we were making our second drinks he confessed that he couldn't wait to find out what I had learned from Kelly and see the new me in action.

I asked him why he thought I was going to make him wait and dropped to my knees in the kitchen. When I pulled his dick from his pants I was surprised to find out how long and hard I had made him.

There on the kitchen floor I got the home coming I had hoped for when I made his knees buckle and he begged me not to let him cum yet.

We finally made it to the bed room and six hours later I begged him to let me make him cum. His eyes became my camera as I worshiped his cock like never before throwing everything I had at him. I loved the power I had over him and put on my best performance yet.

After he came on my face (first time in 9 years) and I had swirled his cum around the tip of his dick for a while he kinda deflated my ego a bit.

"The problem with fucking a good porn star is you never know when they are acting" he said. He then pointed to my pussy where a string of my cum connected my pussy to my thigh and again to the bed.

I think my obvious enjoyment to our new found roles was his biggest pleasure of the night.

As the sun came up I found out I was still on my pedestal. I was tucked into bed with my favorite fur blanket at my feet being fed chocolates and sips of water.

I was willing to give up being cherished to bring this new dimension into our marriage but here I was being put back up on his trophy shelf.

That morning Shawn called Florida and made them think giving him the week off was there idea and just what they wanted to do. What followed was a second honey moon of sorts.

We both taught each other this week and what I learned was more important than all I had learned in LA.

I learned that I had never really been alone in LA. I knew the Calvary back home would ride into save me if I asked and that gave me the strength to make it through the stressful times. What I didn't know until then was there had been some phone calls made on my behalf before I went up there. I knew my husband has some powerful friends with questionable military clearance but to find out I had the equivalent of a special operations team on stand by to extract me and take names for later questioning was staggering. I knew he hadn't been asking to many questions and seemed unconcerned when I had left but I thought he just trusted me.

I also learned that no matter what I do I will always be cherished and loved while Shawn learned that fucking his wife wasn't a sign of disrespect.

When I was asked this week for the 100th time "why did you do it???" I answered with an answer I had used on Shawn before I left.

"Because now I can say, look honey, you get to fuck a porn star tonight"


SilvyaRain_469 32F
1 post
8/13/2006 12:33 am

That has got to be one of the greatest stories I have ever heard...I really hope to hear more in the future, and Im a porn fan so I agree with Swinger...titles?? release dates?? lol..I think you are just beautiful, and i would love to learn any tricks that you can tell/teach me...


rm_NikkiRoca 45F

7/31/2006 10:40 pm

Just to read this... makes you think about what we really need from are partners... To Be Loved ... and Fucked like Porn Stars ... I think your writings are so great.. I hope that you keep a journal of these stories, fantasies and life lessons ... so we can read them later in hard cover... You have a great talent
~Kisses, Nikki


julian_11372 45M  

7/31/2006 5:00 pm

Aww, that's both super sexy and really sweet! It's a shame that you started feeling unloved when you came back home, but awesome to know what was really going on.


GucciDiscretExec 43M
4 posts
7/31/2006 4:30 pm

Seems like you learned some great life lessons and some other lessons for the sheets.


DefBiWifie replies on 9/29/2006 12:32 am:
Hugs sweetie!!!!

ThankXXX for the sweet comment to me blog.

Google my working name of Cadilac Pink in a few days for me titles and release dates, I don't want to get banned,

Kisses with eXXXtra liXXX,
Cadilac Pink aka DefBiWifie

P.S. it's a free sight. Please read my blog "Today I Feel Luv'd, " for the whole story.

swingerman1875 42M

7/24/2006 4:47 pm

Congrats.

Titles? Release dates?


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