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CutieLadee 35F
25 posts
9/2/2005 1:22 am

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so parents finally are gone! hehehe.
here's the 411 on the drama.
my ex accepted christ, now I feel like i can't booty call him any more. sucks.
the new/rebound guy, turns out has a gf. not that I care cuase i didn't want anything anyways. but poor girl. so don't think i'm gonna see him again.
with midterms done, and laborday weekend, i'm horny as ever. but there's no one decent out there. argh!
i mean i've been very curious about girl action, and yes, i still am, and that's very sensual and makes me feel sexy, but sometimes i just wanna someone (someone cute and cares) to just fuck my brains out.
gawd i hate masterbating. it's so much work. hehehhe.
and old men on AdultFriendFinder gross me out! i literally look at some of the pix they send me and i'm like UGH!
i mean it really sucks... but my ex was way too hot. I mean i totally thought he was outta my league when i first approached him. surprisingly he had a personality and was a big dork, and i loved it. and sometimes i'd be on top of him and as we fuck, i'd say "god, you're so fucking hot, i can't believe i'm fucking you." I'd look down and seriously, he would turn me on DURING sex, cuase he was just so gorgeous. stupid stupid. I should change my blog name from Lusciousthoughts to EX THOUGHTS cuase that's all i ever fucking talk about. ex this ex that...
gawd, he was sucha good fuck. i'm sure i could still seduce him, even tho he's trying to be a good chrsitian boy now... but the problem is, should i? i'm totally gonna stumble him...
gonna go clubbing tomorrow for my friend's bday. ugh, maybe i can DANCE off this sexual frustration and get drunk and make out with the birthday girl.. yes, that is what i will do. and then maybe i'll drunk/booty call my ex after... yes... sounds like a plan. gosh i feel pathetic. planning this shit out. hehehe.
or maybe i'll hit on the birthday girl and bring her over to my ex's with me, he'll take me (us) in for sure, and we'll finally have our threesom that we've been dreaming about when we were together!!
muahahahhahaha.

rm_luke69iner 49M
3275 posts
9/2/2005 9:50 pm

LOL

I like the way you think Cutie

Don't worry better days will happen

Just do what makes you happy until you find the next good thing

And just keep laughing at the silly parts of life

Best wishes

Always,
Luke


S'io credesse che mia risposta fosse
A persona che mai tornasse al mondo,
Questa fiamma staria senza piu scosse.
Ma perciocche giammai di questo fondo
Non torno vivo alcun, s'i'odo il vero,
Senza tema d'infamia ti rispondo
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~Dante~


rockman327 62M

9/5/2005 9:47 am

The best way to end things with your ex if you really want to is to go cold turkey. Trust me I know. I had the same thng happen a number of years ago. My ex and I did the exact same thing for about 6 months beforee we went cold turkey. Once that is done you can be friends and occassional fuck buddies.

Patrick


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