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CutieLadee 35F
25 posts
9/9/2005 8:39 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

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wanna peak into my email inbox?

i take pride in being one of few emtionally/mentally/spiritually healthy girls. but even this girl, has got to admit that, nothing else works better
than cold turkey.
ideally, yes, i would love for us to be coo ex's, to be good friends, but saying i love you's and i hate you's every other time we fight is getting old. and it hurts too much to go on.
i don't know about the future, and am not going to worry about it for my heart's sake.
for now, i simply need time away from you to get you outta my heart. yes i try this, always say this, and now you know my weakness, i'm not good at getting over the guy that i broke up with. lame but that's me. and i have to make it official and at least try. cold turkey.
bye...

After much consideration and thoughts, and reading your comments, this is what I came to realize. I sent him this email, and he replied saying that he understands and trusts and respects my decision. as he always does.
I know all of you thought,as you read my blogs, that I just simply need to get over my ex. Well, yes the weird thing is, I broke up with him. I broke up with him cuase I WANTED MORE.
and at the end of all my posts, I finish the paragraph with such hopeful words like
Ex is good but Next might be better
and here's to next
and such...
and i'm about to do it again.
but I do have to let you know, after that email was sent, that night, er, last nite at 3am, I bootycalled him.
I had been trying to fall alseep since 12:30, but something was very wrong with me. I had this feeling, in my stomach and in my clit, as if my gspot and my clit had been swallen and the feeling wouldn't go away. I tried to get my mind off of it, I masterbated 3 times, came, and I mean CAME like wet the sheets and my panties came, THREE times! I've never come that many times on my own! I had to change my panties?! I tried calling one of my potential clients (aka new rebounds/boys) to get my mind off of sex and ex, but after we talked the feeling was still there. so I broke my "cold turkey" rule, and called him.
He woke up answering, is this your idea of cold turkey, but I explained to him that I had a problem, heh, and I could hear him smiling, and he told me I could come over. I changed, grabbed my keys and some condoms, and drove over to his apt like a crazy horny bitch. He came out without his shirt, as he usually sleeps without it, and damn, he looked so hot. he doesn't even really work out, but oh, his bod...
as he laid me down in bed, he wispered in my ear, you masterbated three times and you still have to come here? my good girl need some dick inside of her... i love it when he calls me a good girl. cuase i'm not a bad girl i'm a GOOD GIRL. We usually get all rough and crazy pretty fast, but this time we went slow and it still felt so good, like the whole time.
i won't bore you with the details but in the morning we said our goodbyes knowing that we won't be talking for a while.

rm_luke69iner 49M
3275 posts
9/11/2005 12:08 am

wish i had some answers for you Cutie but i don't

you're a smart girl and will find your own way

best wishes for you

always,
luke


S'io credesse che mia risposta fosse
A persona che mai tornasse al mondo,
Questa fiamma staria senza piu scosse.
Ma perciocche giammai di questo fondo
Non torno vivo alcun, s'i'odo il vero,
Senza tema d'infamia ti rispondo
.
~Dante~


rm_jaxxx30 44M
9 posts
9/13/2005 12:13 am

Cheer up. Best way to get over an Ex- is to find someone new. I know it's easy for me to say cause I'm not in your shoes and I can't fully understand what your going through. I broke up with this one girl and I missed her so much I kept calling her back it wasn't that I missed her so much. I was just so used to having her around good or bad times. Eventually I had to go cold turkey it wasn't being fair to her or me by always going back. Knowing that I wanted more than she was willing to offer.


rm_albafan 34M
11 posts
11/11/2005 4:38 am

What do you mean you wanted more?
All I can say is just trust your instinct/feeling... cos really no matter what other people say, it's you that has to live the consequences of the decision.

All the best
~ Nice pics by the way


rm_albafan 34M
11 posts
11/11/2005 4:39 am

wrong smiley... my bad!


rm_saam19733 55M
6 posts
11/24/2005 4:00 am

cutieladie

how on earth let go of such a beautifull girl like you,


mrvagabundo 45M
14 posts
12/1/2005 7:08 pm

cutiladee, is very nice, swetts tits, do you like suck your pussy....
kissessssss, my babe...
barth, from brasil!!!


mrvagabundo 45M
14 posts
12/1/2005 7:10 pm

my email is
AdultFriendFinder
im like asian girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!


rm_billyjaychou 33M

12/3/2005 3:39 am

i can help you cheer up


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