Never anyone local  

ChinRyder 40M
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9/6/2006 8:49 pm

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9/9/2006 10:43 am

Never anyone local

You know- I've been on this site (albeit off and on) for over a year now, so I think I'm justified when I say that it seems like there are never any local women around. Sure, I've seen the new members area: Always 6 new posers looking for you to join their site. What about the Instant Messenger you say? Never anyone within a 60 mile radius. "Oh, but surely you can find someone in the local interest groups, right?" Sure. If bald and burly is your thing. All male circle jerks never really did anything for me.

What's my point? Just this. Some days I enjoy being completely single. Not having to answer to anyone, being able to do whatever I want whenever I want- it's a grown man's dream. But in reality, I'm a bit bored. I've been around the block and seen what's out there. These days it takes a lot to hold my attention for more than two seconds. And to tell you the truth, doing whatever you want isn't that much fun when you don't have anyone to do it with.

Am I being whinny? You betcha. I'm sure that tomorrow I'll say the complete opposite. Nooooooo, wait. I won't. This is what I want. This is what I've always wanted. To find ONE person to spend the rest of my life with. There have been times in my life where I thought I had found that person, but time always seems to change things. I've actually found myself reading the daily horoscopes just to see if I'm going to find anyone new that day. Pretty pathetic.

I dunno. Maybe it has something to do with my approaching 30. Maybe it's because I find myself asking out people that I know I'd never date seriously just so I have something to do (strike that- someone to be around). Or maybe it's my grandmother's death on Monday that's making me feel this way. Whatever it is, it's getting on my nerves. I'd invite someone to cum over and play, but then again........there's never anyone local.

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