wits  

Br12976 42M
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2/24/2006 6:39 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

wits


Sometimes I think I left my wits on my desk at home. I was talking with a friend the other day and she says that since her room mates are out of town for the week she's had nightmares of her house being broken into and that she's all alone there. Now this is where I think I lost something.
Before I use to put 2 and 2 together and think, "Hmmm,.. she's saying this to me so I'll come over.... etc.." and I'd have some responce to her about not wanting to be alone,.. need someone to stay over till they get back,.. etc..
However, I just sat there and was like, "Oh, sorry about that.. don't know what to tell you." Perhaps, it's that I got use to "ignoring" such things from other women over the last 9 years, but that's terrible. (Except from my then girlfriend). I use to have a come back for EVERYTHING.
Couple hours later the lightbulb came on over my head but by that time it was too late. Maybe it's because I'm not sure how I feel about this girl and I have no idea how she feels about me. I just can't get a read on her. (And before anyone says that I should just ask her, I'll say it would be bad if her responce wasn't good. I see her 4 to 5 days a week. I don't work with her but at the same place.)
Think I need to go out next weekend and relax. That maybe what's needed to clear my head, think straight again. Would hate to LOSE a battle of wits against an unarmed person. Can't have that.

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