I want my feelings to stop  

BlueLovinLatina 31F
237 posts
7/26/2005 9:59 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

I want my feelings to stop


If everybody I like, am involved with, or whatever the case may be would just be fuckin straight with me i wouldn't be so damn confused. I mean how could you say one thing and then act mad which is going against what you said? And if you did that to fuck with me!!! ARGHHH!!! stop fuckin with me!

Joseph is such a sweetheart, but its like I CANT commit to him. Why is this nagging me? Why am I letting another person get under my skin? Why can't I just STOP liking him?!? It would solve all my love/lust related problems right now. I hate when i want what i can't have...

Bob needs to get out of my head cause I know I've departed his thoughts weeks ago

Honestly, i don't even remember Bob's voice, and when i picture him I see this guy's face that I met at student government competition he was a hottie, but way too skinny he needed to get some muscle. ARGH!!!and my feelings are totally retarded. I should know that he is just an infatuation and i need to step onto the real world and get off Blue's fantasy world of love and sex.

He read this blog people!!! He even quoted some from it to me...I felt like an idiot lol. but when I write I just go with the flow and write whatever is in my mind...damn me for being so blunt! and he might read this entry but i don't give a damn anymore!!!! nahh nahhh i really do still give a damn...

and that other guy...does he want to fuck me or what??? he keeps on giving me this shit about I'm here for you but come and get drunk with me at my million dollar home and what not...
I dont wanna fuck him...not because he isnt handsome, but because he only wants to fuck me...

I dunno...maybe I should just stick to myself...but why is that so hard for me to do? I don't feel good now...I'm going to bed...


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