Get Outta My head!!!  

BlueLovinLatina 31F
237 posts
10/20/2005 10:32 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Get Outta My head!!!

Suprisingly like nearly nonexistant in my thoughts, but who I'm REALLY thinking about, on a constant basis, is Andrew*. I still miss him, I still think about him, and though it pains me to admit it, I still love him.

I miss him so I[m such a loser lol...In July i started a sort of which I'm writing to him...I dunno...I was figuring that maybe one day, I'll give it to him. That one day, he'll come back, cause he would ALWAYS come who am I kidding?

The journal is just some sort of way for me to actually keep hoping and wishing...when deep down inside I dont think he will.

I'm so paranoid that every number that I dont recognize that calls my cell...I think its him. Today, I was asleep during the day (about time I can fall asleep during the day) and around 750 somebody calls me, and I just hear like probably the last ring, and I call back, no answer, I call again and its some I'm like its ANDREW!! but its not...I soon recognized lol. I guess I just wanted it to be him so bad...fuck it. I dunno....

I'm good with Chris, he's a good guy, but that SKANK!!! She pisses me off so MUCH!!! I was thinking maybe I should just kick her ass so she'll stop harrasing me. lol I really dont give a fuck that she likes Chris, cause Chris likes me, but the bitch wont leave me alone, and THATS what bothers me.

zanzibarus 39M

10/21/2005 6:31 am

i told ya. punch her in the face!

if you punch her in the face, i'll come to the states and go down on you!

pinky swear haha

how could you possibly resist haha

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