Our Second Chance? Hell No!!!  

BigBlitzmaster 42M
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2/18/2006 1:53 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Our Second Chance? Hell No!!!

I'm a mess. Things in my personal life seem to be spiralling downward. I'm like the anti-Midas; everything I TOUCH turns to SHIT.

Due to the drama of the past few weeks(see my previous posts), I've been down in the dumps. I knew I hit rock bottom when I called my ex. I mean, we haven't spoken since I broke it off 3 months ago. Suffice it to say, she was a bit surprised to hear my voice.

I went over her house to vent(her theraputic nature is what attracted me to her in the first place). Of course, one thing led to another, and now I'm feeling the regret of the morning after.

That was the on 16th. She just called me 2 hours ago. It was an eerie conversation, to say the least. To hear her talk, it seems she's under the impression that I want her back. That girl is way too obsessive ---> its the main reason I dumped her.

I know that it's my bad for going there; I should have been stronger and smarter. But what's done is done. I was thinking about being blunt with her, but knowing her, it might push her over the edge. I'm dumbfounded.

Any suggestions?...... Anyone?

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