Strange Days  

Bellefourchelove 63M
108 posts
9/21/2005 9:03 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Strange Days

Surreal would be the descriptor. We are in the middle of a sweeping change and at times, it seems like life is going too fast. And just when we'd gotten comfortable; probably too comfortable.

I like life when it comes easy. I've never enjoyed to struggle, but it is what it is. Cycles and recycles, always now and without end. Change is constant.

The names and faces change. Sometimes even the gender changes, or they split into more than one person. But they're always there and the personality patterns and idiosyncrasies are recognizable against any backdrop.

The more things change, the more they seem to stay the same.

Blogland is always temporary--

rm_FreeLove999 47F
16127 posts
9/21/2005 10:34 am

instability and order in chaos is just the nature of things, i guess... and, well, i like change! i never seem to settle into regularity...

[blog freelove999]

Bellefourchelove 63M

9/21/2005 5:03 pm

You're fortunate that you are so well suited to the realities of life. I always adjust, but periods of major transition (as I'm experiencing at present) make me nervous...actually, nervous is putting it mildly. I just know that the life I've known for a decade is about to undergo major changes...kinda uneasy with it, but I really don't know why.

pussnboots694 74M/79F

9/22/2005 8:17 am

You make it hard
for me to walk away
from blog land..

My dear sweet one..
fear of the unknown
makes us all nervous..
Like walking down
a dark hollow road
filled with mist on
terrible evening storm..
One never knows if the changes
are good until they get there..
There are no right or wrong answers
to change..
look around you..
Like the seasons each moment is full of beauty..
Giving up everything I have ever known.. although heartbreaking
has given me the wonderful beauty of new..
I am growing..
although I feel alone and scared..
nervous and overwhelmed..
To weak to stand to strong to fall..
I shall endure and find the place I need to be..
Walk strong and true dear one..
and know you will find where you need to be..
Close your eyes
feel the beating of my heart against yours
the warmth of my arms as I slip within yours..
You are not alone dear one..
My soul will always be with you

Bellefourchelove 63M

9/22/2005 8:54 am

"although I feel alone and scared..
nervous and overwhelmed.." My state of mind exactly; you always have the words to describe the mindset and the emotion that goes along with it. My heart is an open door Dear One--

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