wishes granted  

BeachMystress 50F
15 posts
8/7/2006 3:18 am
wishes granted

Original Post date - Monday, January 24, 2005

*smiles* I love it when my sweet boy takes a wish of mine and makes it happen. It can be as simple as turning the light off for me so I don't have to get my lazy butt out of the warm snuggly bed even though my side is closer or trying harder to talk to random strangers in a chat room. If I ask it of him, he tries. I can't tell you how this makes me feel: how special, how proud of him. I couldn't have found a better fit. My head still reels that I found him. I've sat down and scared myself a few times with .. what if I'd not have gone to that party? I almost didn't. What if he'd have made some comment about not liking CBT and I'd have chosen another partner? Not likely since I'd had my eye on him for a few hours, but it could have happened. What if I'd said no to joining him at his hotel? That was totally out of character for me. What if I'd have.. like I said.. I've spent time at this what-if game. The bottom line is I did find him.

My life seems to be marked around the times I can see him. A week is no longer the measure of my time. I count days or hours till our next time together. We milk it for all it is worth. I pick him up from work the day before his day off and drive him to work the AM after his time off. Right now we are at 38 hours and counting down. Right now he is sprawled out over his sea foam green sheets in his comfy bed with the blanket carelessly tossed over him. He's probably on his tummy. I wish I was typing this on his computer so I'd be going in to curl beside him. I do not like our apart time.

The best part of this relationship is that cuddle time is important to both of us. We are our own little world. We don't need anyone else or anything else.. well 'cept for food, water and showers. When we are together I feel complete. That may sound trite as hell, but after realizing the truth of the saying "Home is where the heart is.." this past Saturday as we drifted off to sleep together, I'm willing to give trite saying a chance. I guess I just feel sappy as hell. I'm happy. I'm beyond happy to the point that sometimes I could cry. How silly huh? Well guess what.. I'm female. I reserve the right to cry when happy. Deal with it.

And how did someone so perfect for me in every other way also manage to share my BDSM likes? I've had the experience in the past of a sub pretending to like the same things I did so he would interest me. That taught me to find out what I could about their interests before sharing mine. I read over the check list my sweet Toy filled out for me with my jaw dropping. I gave serious thought to him being a mind reader. He was also shocked to find out how closely our interests ran.

And now, by fulfilling one of my wishes he has made me almost weepy happy yet again. His latest blog entry has left me feeling all warm and mushy and sappy. 37 hours and 19 mins left....

Currently reading :
The Loving Dominant
By John Warren
Release date: By 30 May, 2000

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