Peter Pan Syndrome...  

Balibabe19 43F
534 posts
4/26/2006 3:54 pm

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5/3/2006 2:45 pm

Peter Pan Syndrome...


I don't care about my age ...I know its only a figure but I am finding myself getting younger in my heart and my mind refuses to let me age gracefully. I know I know I am only 31 and I have YEARS ahead of me...what on earth have I got to complain about? And I am not not trying to come off as complaining..my sexlife is sizzling..when in the mood... and my kids are awesome...they tell me everday how I am the coolest mum ever!! So sweet...and recently bought a unicycle because I have always wanted to learn how to ride one...LOL ;D Not sure how I'll go though...keep you posted on that one, however, if you don't hear from me after a few days it's because I broke my arm in the fall...

Another thought entered my head whilst I was pondering the swinger lifestyle and playing...what if I get hurt as in assaulted? Would I ever let myself get into such a scenario...would my instincts kick in and allow me to identify a possible threat??? I hope so but I do try to play safe by meeting at a public venue and hopefully have sussed out the person enough to know if anything was 'dodgy' about the girl or guy...can't discriminate there..

Am I playing with the devil...probably...but he is a hell of a lover.....

wyvernrose 39F  
3964 posts
5/3/2006 5:05 am

know from experience there is risks with every meet generally you can't know til it happens even with those you have known for a while...

your instincts I don't know

Mine do.....thing is I have to be listening to them...

as a couple occasionally my instincts would kick in and boney's wouldn't and so I would ignore them sadly for the sake of shutting him up....

something he always regretted afterward...as the session would be horrendous and one of them pushy

since the split a couple of times iv ignored them thinking if I kept listening I would only find more of the same i.e people like boney....and I was right with that...I wound up being ...

listen to them instincts call for a reason....

WyvernRose


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