Ahh...Rainy Days Suck  

BabyFace25 38F
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5/3/2006 10:51 am

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6/4/2006 10:53 am

Ahh...Rainy Days Suck

Instead of being grateful for what I have, I have been dwelling on things that aren't going on in my life or adverse events that have occured over the past week.

I should be grateful that I have a lovely gathering of people from all over the world who are reading my blogs. It makes me feel so wonderful to see that someone enjoys my ramblings. Somedays I am poetic and creative, other days my writing SUCKS!! I am glad to know that people enjoy my writing (or at least I think so)

I have made a new friend on here. I am quite happy because they are very nice, sweet, and have responded to my numerous e-mails. I forsee a beautiful friendship, and I'm glad for that.

However, I am quite bummed out because of a potential relationship. I had e-mailed for a week with someone, thought it looked prosperous, then I felt like unfair stipulations were placed, so I politely and gracefully backed out.

This has been quite the daunting task, trying to find a female playmate. I guess good things come to those who wait and I should just be patient. All I am looking for is a girl (doesn't have to be single) that doesn't want their significant other involved. I'm just not cool with another guy being around. Call me silly, I just don't want another guy around if I should get a female playmate. I don't expect my BF to be involved, watch, etc., I expect that out of a potential playmate. This is my fantasy, not some guy's.

Sorry I went off on a tangent. I tend to do that.

I'm just wishing, hoping, praying for that perfect person to come along and play with me

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