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2/25/2005 4:47 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm


I can't wait to see who, if anyone, responds to this. If I have to I could write a book all on my own. I figure I've just about done almost everything at least once. I've had some really good experiences, but in 20 years I've done some really STUPID things too.

That's why I'm writing the book. Because when I was starting out I wish there was someone like me around. Someone who had done a lot and didn't mind patiently answering questions.

I can't be the only person out there like this. Also, I'd really like to get the perspective of newbies. I know what it was like to break into the scene 25 years ago, but what must it be like today with the internet as a tool? I wonder, is it easier to make connections and get into scene, or is it just easier to make newbie mistakes and get into even worse trouble until you figure out what you're doing?

So much I'd like to know.

rm_sensual4blaq 58F

2/25/2005 8:59 pm

a comment from this newbie sub of less than 6 months!
Blog it whereever it feels good sweetie!
i have a loving wonderful Master and i one of two subs he has, the other is alpha and i am beta sub!
i have to say have had constant issues with jealousy on the other one and its getting to be a real mess!
is it worth it, i love my Master deeply and would do anything to please him, but can't keep playing the games of the other one!
not acceptance of that part and i have accepted her!
many issues involved and dont want to get into it here, but always something with this one!
will be patient and ride it out..
my Master is worth it to me
i met my Master on AdultFriendFinder, he was the first one to respond to my pics and ad and its been 4 1/2 months now.. we are 1 hr away from each other, but see alot of one another!
Its a very intimate, erotic relationship and he is training and teaching me the proper etiquette!
Believe me i have made some mistakes along the way and no one is perfect, but i strive for that!
hope this helps!
from a truthful sub.

BDSMbookworm 52F
1 post
2/27/2005 1:53 am

Now THAT's the kind of stuff I'm looking for! Would you mind if I use your story? And if I can, how would you like to be credited?

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