ArealUnicorn 45F
740 posts
11/12/2005 10:48 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm


I can honestly say I have only ever loved one man and he is gone now, am I better for it, having loved and lost I mean, I do think I am better for it, I truly loved him, even if he didn't love me and what I know from that experience is that love is an amazing thing and I am so glad that I got to experience it finally and now since I have I know I will again. With him, hmmm that is intesting too, I will always have a very deep feeling for him but I will never love him like I used to, that was destroyed by both of us not just him, am I still glad you bet your ass I am. I am currently not involved with anyone very seriously but will that change I do believe so and I can thank the first man I ever loved for that, why because he opened me up to something I never could have had without him and now that I can have it even tho he isn't around I am joyful for it....loosing love yes it hurts but not as bad as never having it I don't think...

Sixby1plus 55M
1 post
11/12/2005 3:30 pm

It is better to have loved and lost than to never known love.

Your blog makes me think of late autumn where everything looks dead and gloomy. Truly sad. But autumn is not dead. It is a time of rest to restore ones energy in preparation for the spring (the rebirth). From what pictures I have seen (I can't seem to find the others) you are a beautiful person. Life is not over for you yet. You are just wiser and better prepared for something new and wonderful coming your way. Don't keep your eyes closed too long.

ArealUnicorn 45F

11/12/2005 6:12 pm

I am in no way sad over this at all...I am extremely happy about it...and what I have done is rested and retored myself and I am ready for my spring...

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