A break....  

ArealUnicorn 45F
740 posts
9/2/2006 6:59 pm

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9/5/2006 3:59 pm

A break....

Well with all that happened today/tonight I feel it necessary to turn my profile off....not deleted yet but off. I will be blogging for sure but I will not be responding to any emails for a while, I will not be in chat or on the magazine. It's too much right now. There is a good reason why, and it will be apparent in my blog.

I am not sure if I can continue with the bs actually...I have met lots of great people on this site and they are wonderful, but there are those that have made my time here an absolute misery and I thought that part was done, but it wasn't a whole new misery has happened...the other crap I could deal with I knew those people didn't give a shit about me or themselves, but this person this one person has really done a number on me this time...

Its very odd to feel this way especially now...especially with everything that has happened...and there are those that know what has happened and know it's not me creating drama....it's real and it's been awful, but this this one thing has done more to me then all that other bs combined ever could have...

I've been sitting here thinking about that tonight....this one person has caused this where 8 or 9 couldn't....odd isn't it....

Oh well...here I am....sad....heartbroke...and not sure what to do....

Thank god for blogs...

Let this be and advisory tho if you aren't into some sadness stay away for a while...it's not gonna be pretty....at all...for how long not sure....we will have to see how this helps me work through it all...

It has worked in the past very well indeed so it should help now....

Wish me luck....

knightshadow01 45M

9/2/2006 7:17 pm

Luck is wished and so it shall be given

sooolongsuckers 42M

9/2/2006 7:25 pm

You just say his name sugar, and I'll...Why I'llll...Well Idunno, maybe Illl..I'll go to his blog and tell him to "BE NICE" or somethin.

I'll tell ya one thing for sure. He sure ain't gettin a bite of my sandwich!!

Anyways, time has a way of making idiots out of those who hurt us, so hang in there.

I gota feelin everything's gonna be aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalllright!!


rm_dimples565 69F
24436 posts
9/2/2006 7:30 pm

I do wish you luck.

Just keep an open mind when working things through. No one is worth breaking our spirit. I have had it happen and its hard but made it through.

If its a lover, as mine was, I made the decision to have no less than two lovers so that I dont get emotionally involved like I did before.

A Drama Free Blog with Smiles


mickdevil 51M/53F
3496 posts
9/2/2006 8:00 pm

Im not sure whats going on, but I no you will work it out

I no it hurts when people hurt your soul

I no you ve gone threw some crap not to long ago and put them in thier place and it made you a stronger person for you and your son

Its a fresh hurt you will get passed this with time and family and friends

you no where to find me if ya need to vent


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InopsPetitMeads 63M
282 posts
9/3/2006 5:07 am

I am not sure what has happened....but I do know that it must have been extreme to have you in this type of frame of mind. "For someone to hurt you, you have to give them the power to do so....if they abuse that power, then they didn't deserve it in the first place, so you are better off finding out sooner rather than later."

From Captain Nick's Rules of Human Nature.....which is the sequel to Captain Nick's Rules of Leadership....lol...

And btw....the pic with the tie....is still one of if not THE classiest yet erotic pic on here......and Captain Nick is still lovin that tie....lol

ArealUnicorn 45F

9/3/2006 6:22 am

knightshadow it worked..thx

ArealUnicorn 45F

9/3/2006 6:22 am

solong well Im not sure about you yet but thxs...what you said was sweet considering you don't know me well....

ArealUnicorn 45F

9/3/2006 6:24 am

dimples yes I agree...no one is worth that...it's like my sister said to me "a man worth your tears wont make them happen..."

My spirit isn't broken just dented a bit...Its off to the repair shop as we speak for an overhaul...

ArealUnicorn 45F

9/3/2006 6:25 am

Devil as always your a light for me...thx and ur right time family and friends like you always seem to make things alright...thx hun ur the best you really are...

ArealUnicorn 45F

9/3/2006 6:27 am

Nick ur so right and i did give up that power and it's not like me but in order to find the thing you want you sometimes have to put up with a lot of crap....and yes I am so glad I found out before it was too late...

As for the tie...thx...again...for the smile on my face now hun...

The Tie....roflmao....the tie...

ArealUnicorn 45F

9/5/2006 3:59 pm

Pepper thxs hun much appreciated....I think a trip to the fortune tell is in order tho...we have a great one down in Fredtown...I think I may visit him soon...see what's up....

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