Day 46: A very unhappy Christmas....  

AGNJoe1 48M
385 posts
12/25/2005 9:15 pm

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Day 46: A very unhappy Christmas....


Christmas is supposed to be a very happy time for all, but today, my family got some terrible news today. My grandfather passed away at the age of 92. Though we expected his death soon, and we were told he would be on death watch, we tried to prepare ourselves for it, but once it hit, it's really hit our family hard.
My father was hit the hardest with his father's passing, and to here my father cry, the man I've never heard or seen cry before...it tore me up to hear him in such agonizing pain and suffering over his father's death.
Though my grandfather and grandmother choose to move away from our family, and I haven't seen him in years, it still was tough for me because I could remember how much of a good grandfather he was to me when I was little.

I really don't know what else to say right now, the sadness is there, and I cannot get rid of it. Right now, I wish I could just be happy again. But that might take a while.
If I'm not posting for the next couple of days, I hope you will understand.

As always, thanks for reading. I suggest if you have kids, hug them and tell them you love them.
And if you do not, if you have a mother and father, call them and tell them you love them.

God bless,

AGN Joe

pinkplaytoyz 51F

12/26/2005 4:01 am

I'm sorry for your loss Joe, especially on Christmas. Your grandfather was blessed with a long life, and I'm sure he is now happily meeting his reward--but that doesn't make it any less painful for those left behind, who feel his absence. You learned something about your father also, by his intense grieving. It is up to those who remain to lean upon eachother in times of mourning, to help eachother through. I send prayers of peace, love, and comfort to you and your family.

Pink


LustGoddess2469 51F  
2453 posts
12/26/2005 7:29 am

Joe, I'm so sorry for your loss. My deepest sympathies to you and your family.

Lusty


Jus_a_lady 55F

12/26/2005 6:13 pm

so sorry Joe, 17 years ago today my father passed away. It is a day that is and will always be etched in my mind. I hope you can think of the times you had with him and the love you and your family shared with him. I wish you and your family peace in your hearts. take care.


AGNJoe1 48M

1/6/2006 3:54 pm

Pink, Lust, Jus...thank you so much for the kind words. You have no idea how much they have helped. Thank you again for being there!

AGN Joe


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