Day 235: As I expected...  

AGNJoe1 48M
385 posts
7/3/2006 9:33 pm

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7/15/2006 7:59 pm

Day 235: As I expected...

...nothing. Not one look, wink, e-mail...anything. I had a hunch that once I changed my profile, and stopped posting women by mentioning them, that they had stopped visiting me or saying hello.
Of course, I had hoped my hunch to be wrong. I've been sadly disappointed. Which is fairly sad really. I thought...for a while that maybe at least some of these women might be interested in my wit, my humor maybe...but in reality, now I'm not sure anymore.
Of course, people would say,'d be more attractive if you were more positive, more happier, more optimistic. Why? I was that. And yeah, I did have some women stop by. But once I stopped posting these women's names as they stopped by, they stopped coming by to say hello and visit me.

So...what's next? I still don't know. I feel tired. Drained. I'm not sure what else to say here anymore. But don't dispair! There'll be women here to say hello, and stop by and see me and...

Sha...right...and pigs might fly outta my butt.


Shelly_Marie 45F

7/3/2006 10:18 pm

well, if pigs flew out of your butt then I wouldnt stop by either...lmao...

no, seriously..thats all you can do is be you.

rm_KarmoHunny 56F
888 posts
7/3/2006 10:48 pm

Sorry you aren't getting the responses that want. This is the first that I've seen of your blog. I'll be checking out your wit and humor (as long as it isn't a mile long post!) Geeze, I hate those! I see them and don't read them. Did I say that?

Buck up, dude!

AGNJoe1 48M

7/7/2006 8:00 pm

Shelly - And that's pretty much who I am. Just me.

Karmo - Sometimes the long posts are unavoidable. When I'm on a good rant, I could type for a solid hour or two before I'm done. Be warned.


rm_KarmoHunny 56F
888 posts
7/7/2006 10:14 pm

I'll take that as fair warning. Writing long posts is probably therapeutic. Go for it!

AGNJoe1 48M

7/10/2006 8:28 pm

Why? Feeling guilty?

No Sheeana. Nobody owes me anything and I'm not expecting anyone to owe me something.

I'm just stating the facts that I used to have women come by a hell of a lot more because I used to mention women here stopping by and now that I've stopped doing that, there have been a lot less looks, a lot less e-mails, and lot less winks.
Now...I wonder why that is? Could it be because they might have used me by looking at my profile or winking at me, I'd mention them, and because of me mentioning them, it would make them look better that they stopped at someone they thought might IMPROVE their profile by looking at an average guy, and thus they would get more traffic on their profiles? A possibility.
Could it be that they were actually nice and wanted to say hello? Possible as well. I don't honestly know.

All I do know is once I STOPPED mentioning names here, I got less women stopping by because I wasn't mentioning THEM.

See right now...I don't know what to think. I do know there are a couple of women here in which I can trust here because they've been honest to me from the start, and I respect that. And there have been some women here that were completely dishonest and played me like a sap. Now that's no different as there are people who are honest and dishonest, whether they be black or white, men or women, gay or straight, religious or non-religious.

If anything, I do NOT think I'm owed anything, and I know for a fact I'm not trying to manipulate anyone into thinking anything.


AGNJoe1 48M

7/14/2006 7:27 pm

But see I never meant you. You are one of those women that I do trust. I do remember the times you looked at my profile, and the time you offered yourself to me.

I really do appreciate you sticking with me. It's just...feel...lost. I am tired and I feel like a beat down old piece of battered, splintered wood that's could break.

None of this was intended towards you or to my friends. It's just that I want to start feeling like a person, a human being again. And I don't feel like that right now.

I'm just tired, you know?


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