Day 210: Still nothing...and a bit of a change...  

AGNJoe1 48M
385 posts
6/8/2006 9:24 pm

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6/10/2006 6:48 pm

Day 210: Still nothing...and a bit of a change...


Well, a bit of a change up folks. I've normally put down when I end up how many looks, winks, or e-mails I put down and then I mention who stopped by to look at me, wink at me, or e-mail me normally every time I post.

Well, I think it's time for a change. You see, I think some of these women are strictly using me so I mention them so that other guys who read my blog will go, "Hey if she looked at this pathetic guy, well then I might have a chance with her then!" So they go and look at this girl, it it helps them out. Well not anymore.

You see, I'm not sure what to think anymore. Yes, I like it when people look at me, e-mail me, wink at me, but if women are doing that for the WRONG reasons in order to just get noticed by other guys because I pimp them out and thank them for checking me out, well that plan SUCKS.

Look, I try to be a nice guy, and I like the attention. But I really do not know if some of these women are strictly using me for that in order to get NOTICED.

So from now on, I'm NOT going to mention names anymore. NO more names, photo's, blog mentions, or ANYTHING. I'm going to TRULY see who's interested in me just for being ME. I'm not sure what's going to happen, but my guess is I'm going to get a lot LESS women stopping by and saying hello.

I'm tired folks. I'm getting burnt out. Jaded. And it really burns me that some women stop by because I'm pimp them out and mention them so that they can look good. Ladies, if that is not your intention, then please forgive me for this rant, as it is not directed towards you. Rather it's directed to these - dare I call them "females", because they are certainly not women.

So from now on, no more names. And damn it if that means no more women will post here anymore and talk to me. It's been more than 7 months now and I've yet to find anyone here. So I'm somewhat...peeved...to put it politely as possible.

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Well, since my last post, I've yet to have anyone e-mail me to see if they would like to spend some time with me on Monday or Tuesday on my time off. One of my dear friends here did say if they were closer, they'd be here in a heartbeat, so while that does make me feel good, it still stinks because she lives several states away.

I'm sorry people. It's been nearly 7 months and almost absolutely nothing, so I'm really starting to get cranky. You try going without for 7 months and see how your disposition is like!

(breathe)

Ok that's it for tonight. I'm cutting myself off because if I keep going, I'm going to start ranting and raving more, so I think it's best to stop for tonight until my mood changes. I'll be watching my e-mails for any offers. Until then, thank you for reading, I apologize for my tone tonight, and god bless.

AGN Joe

DCEbony
1586 posts
6/10/2006 8:25 am

I don't think you need to apologize at all.

We all get frustrated at some point or another and there's nothing like a balls-out rant to make you feel better.

I know this doesn't necessarily help, but it's not particularly easy for women (well, this woman, anyway) to find a cool person to hang with either.

Oops...let me correct that. I've met a few guys on here that would be great for me. The catch? They all seem to live in Texas. LOL

I am cautiously optimistic that something is bound to happen for me one day. Now if it will happen for disillusioned, bitter, cynical me, I'm sure it will happen for you, too.

Have yourself a lovely day!
DCE


sideline1968 49F

6/10/2006 9:56 am

Hey there handsome. Something is wrong with my e-mail system so you are getting this here rather than in your box.

I just wanted to tell you ... no need to apologize. And ranting is a good way to release steam when you need to. We are always here to listen, even those of us who don't always comment.

Love from TX

Julie

p.s. This would have been much better if I could have sent it via e-mail. And dear, since it was supposed to be an e-mail ... feel free to delete if you wish.

Kisses across the miles


AGNJoe1 48M

6/10/2006 6:48 pm

DC - Thanks for thos kind words. I believe the two of us have to keep the faith, if it's going to happen for either of us. So I figure if you can keep the faith for me, I'll keep the faith for you, and in no time, we'll be enjoying ourselves soon enough!

Julie - No need to delete and no need to apologize. I enjoy the kisses across the miles, and I hope they'll keep me going. Thanks for stopping by.

AGN Joe


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