Day 148: I've been thinking...  

AGNJoe1 48M
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4/7/2006 8:18 pm

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4/10/2006 7:51 pm

Day 148: I've been thinking...

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Well, I've added a new member to my network alwyzwet, and it seems I've gotten a lot of looks the past week...
Let's see...1HotMILF2004, educatedmanonly, Ladyblue85, vafoxylady, frbnkslady, NoDrama1959, kinkyismygame, and friendsfirst1965. Phew! That's a lot a looks as of late.
So ladies, thank you for stopping by. It's most appreciated.

As of late, I've been on this site for a while, and it's been 148 days since I've started this blog. Where has it gotten me? Well, I've had one woman say she wanted to be with me, but she led me on, I believe as a joke, and a lot of other ladies tell me that they were either not interested or they were not willing to be with me because I am married.
So I have been thinking, that the blog hasn't really helped me either here at this site. I'm not exactly sure what else to do folks. I have met some very cool and nice people here, but the main goal was to find someone that I could have some fun with, and that hasn't happened yet.
So here's the deal. I said I would give this a while, and a while has passed. I think I've been fair and honest with everyone, and I haven't lied here to anyone about my situation.

So here's what I've been thinking...

I figure that if by Day 365 of this blog that I have yet to get laid here from this site, then all hopes of every getting laid from this site would be gone by then. I've tried my best to actively participate in the site and this blog, and I've gotten a lot of people my way that have stopped by, and it's been fun. But I'm thinking that if by Day 365 of this blog, that nothing has happened, I'm going to have to say goodbye. I'm still not sure yet if that will happen or not, but what else am I going to do here? Look at everyone else and hear about their stories, while I've only gotten laid ONCE in nearly 16 months? Uh uh, no way. I mean I miss and crave sex. And if I can't find it here, I'm not sure what else to do. But I certainly don't want to torture myself hearing about everyone else here hooking up when my cock is so dry, I'm developing dust and cobwebs around the groinal region.

So for right now, I am still here. But I got a feeling that if things keep up the way they have been for these first 148 days on my blog, I'm not sure when the next time for me will happen.

Well, that's it for me tonight folks. I'm going to hit the sheets and catch some z's. As always, thanks for reading. Maybe before I'll go to bed, I'll clean the cobwebs off, and dust off Mister Happy. G'night.


sideline1968 49F

4/9/2006 8:58 pm

Well you know that I will be sad to see you go Joe. I'm sorry to see that you feel that you may even be concidering it. But then again, I haven't had any luck either.

AGNJoe1 48M

4/10/2006 7:51 pm

Well, I still have some 210 plus days, and I'm still trying to be positive about the whole thing. It's just a bit frustrating is all.

It's just...wierd. I just don't know what to think really. Of course, I am married, and I know that probably is putting a negative on me, but I know that and I accept that. I'm just honest to the point that I know married people hook up here but don't tell or say anything about it. It's almost like the military "don't ask, son't tell." And since I've already outed myself, it's like people make me as a bit of a parriah because of that I guess.

Eh, I'm not sure what to think really.


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