Light At The End Of The Tunnel Blinds Ya  

9Inches917 40M
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8/21/2005 8:11 am

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Light At The End Of The Tunnel Blinds Ya

If you sit there and stare at the light at the end of the tunnel long enough, it will blind you.

Friends have shown up and asked me if I'm "alright" now that I have bitten the bullett and ended the nasty situation that was playing itself out in previous entries.

And that's the funny part. I'm fine. I'm better than fine.

Yeah, I have to sleep in the bed I grew up in for the next couple of weeks. And yeah, it sucks to be paying for something and not getting to use it. But the trade off is worth it in my mind. For once I have some flippin peace, and considering my life revolves around various forms of conflict, peace is a welcome change.

I spent six years with a real controlling succubus. I've been withdrawn and resigned to the fact that I wouldn't be staying in the situation any more. When it all came to a head, it pushed any remorse I might have had right out the window. I feel as though I have been ready to move on with my life for almost a year now. I'm going to be starting with that whole getting on with my life very soon.

Something to think about:

If you fall off the Sears Tower, just go real limp. Then someone might think you are a dummy and try to catch you, because hey, free dummy.

rm_1hotwahine 64F
21091 posts
8/21/2005 11:41 am

You sound more reflective. That's a good thing.

Yeah, I'm still [blog 1hotwahine]

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