Sheltered piece of mind.  

634694u 47M
257 posts
11/29/2005 12:22 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Sheltered piece of mind.

At some point in everyone's lives, things change. Those moments are what I call "life altering events". The moment children arrive, love is found, lost, then found again, hope is sometimes all that remains of your existance. I have been searching for answers to my own lonely, unsettled state and unfortunately, the answers I seek are not burried here nor will they ever be, they reside inside of me.

So many people have treated me with kindness and understanding but after three months, I realize that this is a world not meant for someone like me. The need to see, hear and feel the human element. That aspect of this "place" is too far (completely) removed for my senses to continue. I know that if something doesn't work, dicontinue the activity unless the same result is desired. I can write post after post and laugh at the wonderful responses and even, sometimes, agree to disagree with some of you but, my heart and soul need to heal and my mind needs to concentrate on activities that will bring about my desire to live and love in greater quantities.

My heart needs some shelter and my soul needs some rest. My piano calls and the pages of a book need to be typed. I may return someday for a peek but the reality is, the person that would return would only be a stranger to you. Take care my horny and ever so fun friends. This has been a wonderful experience and loads of fun but, sometimes, people need time to recover from life itself. The day to day grind and stress of relocating have consumed me. I am lost in myself. Like a bear needs to hybernate, I need to rest and recover. I need my children and some quiet time to myself.

Thank-you all and take care.

frbnkslady 49F
6183 posts
11/29/2005 3:37 pm

WOW.. and I just found you too.. Well, good luck in your search. I wish you the best. Take care.. T+


LustGoddess2469 51F  
2453 posts
11/29/2005 5:23 pm

63 - I hate to say it, but I saw this coming. You will be missed, but I understand what you're saying and going through. Best of luck, hun, with whatever it is you decide to do. I hope you can rest, recharge, find peace, happiness and true love.

Lusty (hugs to you)

Synn74 43F
1206 posts
12/1/2005 11:55 am

you soo will be missed!
may someday we meet and share that box of cookies beneath a beautiful moon and laugh and talk like I can only imagine..
may you find the peace and love you are in search of..

love Syn

I welcome you to the House of Syn...

(Princess Lips)

1/8/2006 11:55 pm

be well!


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