~ Smiles ~  

4biddenlove4us 50F
262 posts
6/1/2006 4:19 am

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8/19/2006 11:04 am

~ Smiles ~

People look at me and always see a smile,
but you can't see behind my cheerful mask.
That hides the feelings of my life.
I keeps them all locked up and hidden deep down inside.
I gets hurt quite often, I'll never understand why.
Every time it happens, I fight back at the tears,
telling myself don't do it, it's just a waste to cry.
I try to think of a good reason, some I'll never figure out.
I look at people equal; I am never unfair, I never judge, I won't even insult your hair.
The words: perfect and normal are loathed in my eyes,
I never say I am what they mean, cause it would be a lie.
The only thing I can be is myself no matter what people think or say.
So like a song on repeat I wear a smile each day, even when l'm in suffering. My daughter Beth in pic alongside. She is my inspiration for wanting to live.

ThaRealLiv 44M

6/3/2006 4:39 am

If only you realized how many people are just like you. There's more to the pain in people's souls then most people are able to see and understand, but I'm gonna try and wake people up to it. See my viet nam post.

papyrina 52F
21133 posts
7/16/2006 2:21 am

nothing wrong with crying its a relief sometimes to the pressure cooker of life.

Hugs and she is gorgous well done to you

I'm a

i'm here to stay

4biddenlove4us replies on 7/26/2006 7:05 pm:
Thank you ~ smiles ~
Everyday I look at her I can't believe how she can be the way she is with all the pain and hurt she has been through in her little life.
You not so bad yourself, I think you gorgeous too

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