Winged Hope  

4biddenlove4us 50F
262 posts
6/22/2006 5:38 am

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8/11/2006 9:06 am

Winged Hope

Clasping the tail of winged hope,
Though foolish, desperate and sad,
I stayed above the battlefield
With what little strength I had. I could not risk another wound.
The few I bore were deep.
Hope flew me to higher ground
Where silence I would keep. For a time, I remained there,
But soon I learned, alas'
Hope can save you from your fears,
but false hope doesn't last. I was doing well on the journey down.
My hope I turned to trust.
By the time I reached the ground again
My fears had turned to dust. But I was not complete'not yet.
I remained a broken soul.
The many things that I had lost
Had burned a deep, dark hole. For once you understand true love
You'll never be the same.
Once you've had and lost true love
You're empty, shaken, tame. But even then, the future's clear.
I chose the way of life.
I went to God and offered him
My pain, my grief, my strife. Never have I been happier,
Or more free from earthly woe.
No, life still isn't perfect;
I, of all people, would know. Easy now it is to stay
On solid, steady ground.
I wave goodbye to that false hope
To which I'll ne'er again be bound.

rm_Benkai7 56M
2358 posts
6/25/2006 1:36 am

Dear "4biddenlove4us".

... finding yourself ...

we are on a journey ... the journey of life ... every feeling tells us we are alive ... every step takes us forward ... nearer to us ... have faith in yourself ... trust life ... none of us is alone ...


4biddenlove4us replies on 6/25/2006 4:03 am:
Thank you for your kind words, it means alot, faith I do have but none in some of mankind especially the vicious and malicious ones who believe I should not fight to live but I have faith in only GOD and I know that he will carry me when I'm too tired to walk it alone and when I'm not so tired He will walk with me hand in hand. Trust is earned and it seems I lost that when I rejected someone when I felt rejected within reason so as not give false hope, now I carry those scars of pain that people who don't even know me have decided I'm not worthy of being in this life but I will remain strong and keep my faith and hopefully someday soon, those vicious and malicious people who judge those they do not know receive the same as what they have done to me. I have learned more lessons than any experiences I have had to cope with in my life and am still here. Thank you again for at least taking the time to read and understand these words I wrote. {=}

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