2011 Update: I might be interested in meeting ppl again. I'm still interested in all the same as I've written before. However, I'm 50+ lbs. heavier than I was (or am in the pics.) Everything else is the same.

I COMPLETELY understand someone not being interested in someone who is overweight. Really. I do. So, just don't respond, please, if that's not your thing.

(From months ago: )FYI: I'm NOT meeting anyone new for the time being. Quit smoking = weight gained = first time I've really felt super-un-confident. My mind and sex-drive are still the same, but working on the rest until I get back to this in real life.

Just to save you some time: Here's my Dealbreakers, etc. If you can't handle a direct response from me explaining why/if I'm not interested, don't contact me. (That's not as mean as it may sound -- I'm likely to be trying to help you succeed with someone else.)

10/23/09: I haven't been active on the site for quite a while now. Been busy with people I've met through Adult FriendFinder, though. Now I'm on a self-imposed period of celibacy. I've gained about 30 lbs. since these pics and let a few other things in my personal & professional life slide. I'm bribing myself with getting back to sex and my slutty ways once I get those other areas in better shape.

I can't bear to change my profile, but my "objectives" have changed over the last years.

I'm ultimately looking for an LTR. Not just FWB, definitely not NSA, and not necessarily monogamous.

Below are my fantasies. I'm ok with playacting. I'm ok with acting them out for real *with the right person.* I'm definitely ok with exploring your fantasies.

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Intellectual Academic who wants to be appreciated for her mind AND her body AND her sky high libido.

I like sex. A lot. Sexual compatibility is important, even critical, enough for me that it made sense to me to come here... find other sex lovers and kinksters and start from there, rather than the usual hi-how-are-you coming first.

My Ideal Person: I want to be fucked senseless. For so long and so hard that I can barely walk.

I want to have someone whose chest I can lay my head on.

I want to be fucked until I absolutely can't take any more. And then some more after that.

I want to have someone to watch movies with.

I want to suck cock every day of my life and be fed cum like a daily medicine I need to live.

I want to be photographed fucking and sucking. I want there to be evidence that I'm a slut who can't get enough sex.

I want to be missed when I go away on vacation.

I want to be called names -- bitch, whore, cumslut, cunt -- during sweaty sex, and then be told that I'm adored, appreciated, sweet, and pretty afterwards.

I want to be "forced" to be an exhibitionist and to wear slutty clothes out in public, while having someone with me who is turned on by the fact that HE gets to fuck me when we get home, but all the other guys are watching me.
I want Him to want to watch me get fucked by all the other guys. Other men whom he chooses.

I want to be wanted.

I want to be completely used sexually, taken advantage of completely. And then I want to be held and taken care of.

And I don't know what I want.

Tell one of your favorite sexual fantasies. Don't hold back!:
Rough sex. Being called and treated like (and appreciated
as) a slut. Being shared with other men of my lover's
(not my) choice. Accidental"/"forced"
exhibitionism.

What location do you fantasize about for a sexual encounter?:
No particular place, A dark back alley, A movie theatre, A hotel room

What types of sexual activities turn you on?:
Giving Oral Sex, Exhibitionism, Verbal abuse/humiliation

Ever fantasized about having sex with a celebrity? Who? What turns you on about them?:
Nope.

Have you ever had cybersex?:
I've tried it, but it's just not the same.

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