I am a 39 year old female married to a man 21 years her senior. While I love my husband and don't wish to leave my marriage, I do not receive many things that are essential to me feeling like a worthwhile, desireable woman at home.

I am well taken care of and I am loved, but there is very little affection and sexual contact is next to nonexistent. Previous methods of improving my situation have not only been unsuccessful but seemed only to cause resentment on my husband's behalf.
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So here I am... looking to explore my sexuality and hopefully meet some fun and interesting people along the way.

My Ideal Person: My ideal person is someone who is confident but not cocky... well, I mean personality-wise, but cocky otherwise is good, I mean... REAL GOOD... well, hopefully you know what I mean.

A man's "swagger" is what I find most attractive. Physical traits are nice to look at, but it's the way he carries himself that leaves a lasting impression. When I feel a man touch me, go inside of me and possess me... I want him to be secure in his ability...

I like to feel cared for but not controlled... I suppose my ideal person would be someone who doesn't mind taking control, but embraces my spirit, not wanting to weigh it down with emotional clutter and demands.

What are your favorite musicians or bands?:
2Pac, Young Jeezy, Akon, Wu Tang, did I mention 'Pac?

Tell one of your favorite sexual fantasies. Don't hold back!:
Making eye contact with a total stranger...
we both sense we want the same thing. He watches until I go
outside, or into a deserted hallway or room and follows
me. Grabbing me from behind he pulls me to him, reaching
up my skirt while fingering my nipple with the other hand.
Finding that I have no panties on & I'm already
soaking wet from thinking about him since the eye-contact,
he slips his hard cock in me & fucks hard, all the while
fingering my clit making me come over and over. When he's
satisfied, he releases me and without a word, dresses and
walks away. I never see him again.

What types of sexual activities turn you on?:
Giving Oral Sex, Receiving Oral Sex, Massage, I've never participated in any home movies or erotic
photography

Ever fantasized about having sex with a celebrity? Who? What turns you on about them?:
Yeah... Sean Connery... those eyes... I'm getting
wet just thinking about him... Think I could have a 'Daddy'
complex?

Have you ever had cybersex?:
I've tried it, but it's just not the same.

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