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I was in a bad accident a couple years ago and still hurting from it. I finally found a doctor who could figure out the source of the pains so therapy has begun. Its a lot of back pain and nerves down my legs pinched so I have good and bad days.
The company I was with for 14 years closed in Feb, so that was a big change. I'm in "a" job but not where I want to be so the search continues in effort to get back in what I know and enjoy again.
As far as relationships, I've spent the last 3.5 years trying to pursue a relationship I had hoped would lead to marriage. She has a very abusive past with men and unfortunately she couldn't get past it. After saying she wanted to get married, she slowly pulled away until now she doesn't even speak at all. I recently out of a lack of options said goodbye through text. I know it sounds tacky, but she won't talk and all I can do is give her what I think she wants. Not what I want or how I wanted to handle it but felt it was all I could do. I believe after 3.5 years we owe each other more but she won't allow me to say goodbye properly as I want to. As far as moving forward, I'm not sure where I am headed. I know she's gone but still love her and have to get over her.
My Ideal Person I wish I could say what I'm after but at this point it's one day at a time. I feel like I just lost my ideal person and can't say for a moment I'm over her. I'm tired of being alone but still have feelings I have to learn to lay down. All I can say is I'm open to trying anything but can't be expected to get serious right now. That will take time. Right now I need to have fun and hopefully a hint of companionship in the process. That doesn't mean getting serious but someone I can be friends with. Casual to friendship is pretty much the range I'm able to give right now. If someone manages to get inside me and help me move on then great but I'm not expecting to find it here.
What are your favorite musicians or bands?:
Micael W Smith, Petra, Rebecca St james
Tell one of your favorite sexual fantasies. Don't hold back!:
The first time making love to someone I truly love
What types of sexual activities turn you on?:
Giving Oral Sex
What factors are most important to you when looking for a sexual partner?:
i make no expectations
Have you ever had cybersex?:
I've tried it, but it's just not the same.
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